Something not good is happening in my life rite now but with the support of my beloved ones, i'm standing strong to pull through this ordeal.

I juz couldn't understand why or who but i will find out and till then, i will strive on and not let this matter bring me down.

Work has been very very hectic with the upcoming major project.

Now, im in a dilemma, should i stay overnight throughout the event or shouldn't i. Staying is a good choice since it ends late and starts very early. The location is not entirely near to my home but i can't stand the idea of spending the nites with my Lady Boss in the same room and the worst part is, my 'kaki' is not staying over.

The other thing that i know will for sure happen is, you will tend to 'chit-chat' till late at nite and go zombie the next day of event.

Hmm....i duno, should i or shouldn't i?

This project is taking too much of my time...

I dun have much time to blog, check email or chat...

I need a break once this is over....

and i forget all about gym today...*oh my..*

I'm in a "LOUSY.....FOUL....." mood

Just don't mess with me for the next few hours...

At this VERY MOMENT...

I am missing....

1) MY SIS AND THE KIDS!!!!

2) The Marcus Evans People...not all but a handful namely...Siti, Sheila, Budi (+ Ita), Anu, Roland, Arie, Maylina and Eugene and +++ whoever that doesn't ring a bell in my brain rite now...

3) The ESPL gals....

4) My Hubby-2-Be

Work's fine but a bunch of people sucks...not all...some....*sighs*

I need a break...a good one...*sobs*

The people I MISS!!!!!

My P.I.C


and MY BELOVED SIS


and i'm missing myself too...*sighs*

I HAVE BECOME THE MOST BORING, UNHUMOROUS, UNCREATIVE, UNADVENTUROUS & PETTY HUMAN BEING!!!

THIS IS THE WORST PHASE IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE OF LIVING...*sighs*

YOU!!! make me MORE SICK!!!

YOU!!! have no rights to tell me what i CAN and CANNOT do!!!

YOU!!! are testing my patience!!!

One day, i will burst and YOU will be the first target....try me...!!!

YOU ARE FULL OF CRAPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i EXTREMELY hate it!!!!!!!

I am sooooooo sick that i feel like im dying the very next moment...*sighs*

DON'T PRETEND TO BE DEAF WHEN UR NOT OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ironically, YOU ARE NOT DEAF when eavesdropping others conversation.

KAYPO QUEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!! kaypo oso never get the correct information...mite as well don't be a kaypo

Look, if you have a problem with THAT person, you go straight to THAT person!!!

I am NOT your messenger NEITHER am i your middle-man.

JUST LET ME HAVE MY PEACE CAN....???

THRUST NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/s: even if you keep to yourself, you are not spared being a victim of the politics!!

Bad news...

SHE HAS BEEN OFFERED TO WORK FULL-TIME!!! 8.30AM TO 5PM!!!

That's a REAL bad news....*sighs*

That's not the kind of news i would want to hear early in the morning...SAD (emotionally depressed)!!

It was never easy being a human.

We/I try to please people around us/me and in the end, we/i were/was displeased if there is such a word.

It's hard...all i/we want is to make others happy resulting in i/us being unhappy.

Sometimes, i/we wonder, why couldn't people understand us or me? I/We didn't kick a big fuss should others couldn't fulfil their promises...we/i just take it as it is and didn't get offended and why can't others?? Weird isn't it?

We/I wouldn'/won't make promises if we/i can't make it but some things are beyond our/my control. Sometimes, things dat crops up are to be given priority and in the end, promises have to be cancelled, chucked aside or even results us to be delayed. These are things that i/we don't wish to do but how are we to avoid it?

Sometimes, we humans tend to assume and assumption is the mother of all F*@kEd UpS!! We thought by saying something, the others will understand and won't hope for something to happen but then, we/i were/was wrong.

It's never easy to be a human...

I wasted my chance of getting 4 pairs of shoes yesterday *sobs* but at least, i got myself the Esprit umbrella i've been looking for all this while...sad rite?? got myself an umbrella over the shoes and ya a towel set too...another sad thing...*sighs*

I've been planning to jog over the weekend but was unattainable since alot of unforseen circumstances crops up.

Finally, PhatBoi and me got into the KTV room and sang to our heart contents...i've been like wanting to do this for months!!!

Weekend was really short since PhatBoi was on his long week shift but it was still good.