Lyk i've mentioned, if i offended some people, i apologise but that doesn't mean i am gonna change my perception towards HER.

And lyk i've said in my earlier blog, i can forgive but i will never forget and i think we have forgiven and gave in to HER all this while.

And, watever i said, it's my piece of mind.

And, i dont feel sorry for what i've said coz it is a fact.

And, i wont elaborate coz if i do, everyone will get hit.

And, i am saying this coz injustice has been done.

What SHE had done is something i can never ever forget.

What's done cannot be undone. If the people out there can't accept it, then too bad.

I don't want to be bothered by what people want to think or feel about me anymore coz whatever happen, happens for real and not some cock and bull story. FYI, i have no time for all that.

Mommy was involve in a lytle cat fight last sunday and being her daughter, i fend for her, i stood by her and not letting the IDIOTS get her. Anyway they are the IDIOTS and we couldn't care less. SHE can kiss our ass goodbye coz we are not gonna give in. I don't care if SHE is not there on my IMPORTANT DATE....I dont mind HIM but HER...I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!!!!!!!!!

P/S: WHOEVER OF YOU WHO IS READING THIS AND WANTS TO TELL HER WAT I'VE SAID...BY ALL MEANS, GO AHEAD!!! I DON'T GIVE A F*@KING CARE!!! and anyway for HER info, i have not forgotten what SHE did to me years back during THE FASTING PERIOD. May god bless HER for what SHE had done and said back then.

I know i am wrong in saying all this, but thinking back at what mommy have endure with HER, i couldn't care less. Daddy was of course, trying to make peace with Mommy...well i guess this time, it doesn't work. Since i was a kid, i have seen mommy crying and pissed becoz of HER unreasonable and hypocrite attitude. Oh...not forgetting UNGRATEFUL character and BIAS.

At the end, PhatBoi didn't get any sleep, i end up with an Infected Swollen Eye, Mommy returned back all HER stuffs and SHE have decided not to return home anymore...thank god!!! that's a relief (it doesn't make a difference whether she's around or not coz all SHE do was create more tension)

My family is my pride and my priority..i may have offended some people along the way and i apologise but hei...its my family.

And FINALLY, we manage to book our lytle trip. HAPPY!!!

I'm freaking hate somebody in the office rite now!!!!

The ironic part is, it wasn't my colleagues who are so hard-up about me on MC yesterday...It was the CLEANING LADY!!!

Coincidently, my partner came down with Sore Eyes TOO wherelse i was given an MC due to my Infected Swollen Eye.

This blady BITCH even talk to my DA-MA about the two of us...comparing our sickness!!!

Ishk...aku bingit giler sak...who is she sak to judge??? Dia tak go thru apa yang aku go thru smalam and dia nak big huha kat sini...

She can comment in cantonese for all i care but i noe she was talking about me coz i overheard my DA-MA mentioning "Everyone is entitled to rest at home wen dey are not feeling well"

BLADY BITCH!!!!!

And then this F*@KING BITCH can still offer me some food and when i said i dont want, she is not happy!!!! She can ask me..."WHY DONT WANT???!!", unhappy. HEI ITS MY MOUTH, MY TUMMY AND MY DECISION...!!!! WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO FORCE ME BITCCCCHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SO FREAKING HATE THAT BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Lately, i find it extremely hard to fix a proper appointment with my gal frens as there don't seem to be a proper date where all of us are free.

Good news for myself, I am now a semi-committee member for our company Staff Welfare Committee and i can't wait to get myself heavily involve in the planning of our upcoming events. At the same time, i will be substantially involve in the many upcoming major projects of our company and that too, i can't wait.

I am planning for a trip again and, it seems positive since i am able to claim it all back from our ben-flex programme.

Will be having a company bowling competition next month and will be rowing the dragon boats in august.

I AM ROWING THE DRAGON BOAT!!! HOW EXCITING IS DAT??!!

I've been wanting to do this and finally i found time to make it happen. I am pleased with the layout...simple but nice.

There are a few things i would love to let out...

1) Mommy finally gave her piece of mind to 'DAT PERSON' (which i am proud of her) and she wanted to give more but Daddy was against it. I felt good about it eventhough i know it's extremely wrong coz i guess its about time that she do dat and not stay silent. Let 'DAT PERSON' know that the presence doesnt makes any difference to our lives.

I longed to give my piece of mind too....Sorry to say, i am a 'FORGIVING' but am not a 'FORGETTING' person. Finally, i hope, our lives will be back to normal.

2) Im very disappointed in my bestfren and at the same time i pity her coz i've been at the same position before but i pulled thru and didnt react the way she is reacting now wherelse my situation was actualy far much more WORST den hers. I feel like giving her a tight slap so that she will wake up and see the situation at a better view. Make her realise wat crap she is actually uttering to us, her group of frens. I had never seen her like dis and it really saddens me to see my bestfren goin out of her mind. I never gave up on her, but she's pushing me to do so. In fact not only to me but to all of us. PhatBoi and the Hubby were stunned. Lost of words and just couldn't believe what they are actually seeing and hearing. Me and the Mommy, we are too worried and shaken up with her attitude rite now. I love her...we all love her...and we are all worried about her...

P/s: Please gal...pull yourself together...we're here for you...

3) My gathering with the Babes have not been fixed. This is an example of how BUSY we are with our daily commitments. It is a long awaited gathering and i hope we could compromise on a date very soon.

4) I am not liking B.I.L coz B.I.L sucks!!!

Pheww...Now that feels much better...

I duno wat is wrong with Guys...

They can simply not like certain of your other guy frens (which some, you have known them since you were in your diapers) without even seeing or knowing them yet.

And when asked to justify the reason as to why they dislike your certain guy frens, they will simply answer "My gut feeling tells me that i will unlikely like this fren of yours"....duh!!! what the hack???

Oh...oh...and some will come with reason like, "I am juz protecting my interest and that is YOU"...hmm...ya rite, watever...

This is a simple plain case of JEALOUSY...i can smell insecurity here....*bluek*

The trip was great eventhough time was short.

I had fun...so does PhatBoi...so nothing else matter.

I duno wen this will end.

WE CAN'T BE SUPER-HEROES ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!! dis gotta stop....*sobs*

I symphatized but what more can i help...i'm drained out physically and mentally

and please don't say dat i dun understand...*sobs*

I can now see how my short trip will turn out.

I'm off for my short trip....

I'm off for my short trip....

I'm off for my short trip....

I'm off for my short trip....

I'm off for my short trip....

The Sun, The Sand and The Sea....

HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!! YEAY!!!!!!

I despise hypocrites...

It's already bad enuf to face a group of hypocrites at work *sighs*

It's even worst when its in the family...wonder how my parents can tolerate them


This is part of the FAMILY POLITICS...

You know wat???

I MISS PHATBOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eventhough i see him everyday for at least 2 hours *sighs*

There's so much to share but i don't know where to start...

In summation...I HAD A GREAT WEEKEND!!!! thank god

It has been a long time....