Friday finally here.

I can't wait for the time to reach six where i can get the hell out of this office.
I can't wait to meet my galfrens for dinner since it has been ages since we last met.
I can't wait for tomorrow where the actions are packed for PhatBoi and Me. (we really need this)
I can't wait for my short getaway trip that i've been longing to take.
and LASTLY....I can't wait for National Day!!!

Another thing which i've forgot to mention...I can't wait to get my beauty sleep....*sobs*

My new love....

Thank god it's finally over.

A lytle advise from a sister to a brother...

"Learn from your mistakes and never to repeat it again. This is a lesson well learnt"

Manusia yang mempunyai niat buruk terhadap orang lain akan mendapat balasan dia sendiri...

Bak pepatah kata orang..."sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnye jatuh ke tanah juga"

They have caused my brother enough trouble...enuf is enuf..

I am helplessly putting on weight.....

Emotionally depressed...

The world welcome HAIFA YASMIN....!!!



Born on 17th April at 11.52am weighing about 2.5kg. Another baby sharing the same birth date with my Brother and Sister-in- law.

WELCOME TO THIS WORLD HAIFA YASMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is for your hard work gal...




Dengan Secara Langsung, Imran Ajmain
Wed 25 April 2007
7.30pm
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Free Seating


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Spread the words my frens...

Sometimes, i wonder why do i trouble myself with someone else problems?? Why do i care so much for others more den myself?? Why?? Is it becoz they're someone i loved or is it empathy or is it juz me??

People judge me blindly and that is something i cannot avoid. If to these people i'm inconsiderate, selfish, insensitive and etc...etc..., have these people ever stand in front of the mirror lately?? Have these people look themselves in the mirror? I guess they have not done so and let me tell these people this:-

"What you think of me or said about me is actually a reflection of yourself"

I am not an angel and i still have my flaws.

I asked myself what goodness have i got from all these involvements???

A simple answer...NOTHING!!! not even appreciation which people think they did...

It is so proven that im MISSING school and i am not alone....

How weird can it be? Close but far apart and im saying so is because, the gals and me, we stayed in the same country and singapore is not huge, we are working nearby which taking a train wont take more than half an hour, we have handphones which we can communicate everyday if we want to, we have the internet which we can chat and many other means of contacts but we are too busy with our own world...our own commitments...

ITE life will never be a memory if not for these gals. The gals which i laughed with till i teared, practically everyday and it was never enuf. The gals whom i spent most of the time trying to outwit each other with our pranks and we never declare who the winner was coz we never want to. The gals which was always with me through my ups and downs. The gals who motivates me to go to school everyday. These gals was my angels aka devils..haha

We had monthly picnics and it was always a mischievious, hilarious and memorable one. We took crazy pictures. We did crazy acts in school. We bullied the older ones and were never sorry. We teased the T.O. as if they were one of us and we were repentless if there is such a word..*sighs*

At times, i laughed over our naughty pranks, our silly mistakes and our girly talks.

For once i felt, education wasn't a bore.

Today, the gals and me are always busy running errands, managing with work and our love ones but once a while we will take a break and reminisce or at least make an effort to remember our lytle naughty past which lives till rite now and forever...

It took me 3 hours to blog this entry *phew* and this entry is a special tribute to THE GALS...

I finally went for a run last saturday and at nite, i fall sick!!! How good was that??

My whole body ache, my nose starts to act up on me again, my throat went real dry and sore... All i want to do for that weekend was sleep, sleep and sleep. How wasteful my week became *sighs*

I lost my appetite for the past few days. Well, at least that should help me shed a kilo at least...*laughs*

Yesterday, i shared a fairytale story with a close fren whom i seldom see but i know is always close at heart. She shared my happiness and me on the other hand, am very happy with her new journey which she has embarked. A path which is full of passion and when i look at that path, it really reflects her.

Time really flies...look how all of us have grown. Grown to somebody which we have never tot we will be and the interesting part is, it doesn't end there.

It was public holiday yesterday but PhatBoi was on nite shift and the gals do not have any plans so, i went fishing with my family.

We got three fishes and the garoupa was the biggest...



I told my parents that i put on 3kgs...yup freaking 3kgs!!! I haven't thank my dad for his comments yesterday...

me: Wid put on 3kg seh...
dad: Yelah...bleh nampak...tengok lah badan kau...da kluar babat smua...
me: Taulah...nak gi jogging ar besok!!!

Thanks...he made me feel fat and ugly...*sobs*

I'm jogging today...i juz got home at 6.30am today and here i am still blogging, waiting for PhatBoi to return from work and accompany me jog.

I'm still determined to lose 5kgs before august...Join me anyone??

A few days ago, i discovered some history of my dad's family tree.

My moyang, he is an orang asli of Pulau Selatan which at that point of time consist of Singapore, Malaysia, Sumatra and etc...etc.. so which island he comes from, my dad isn't so sure but then he said that my moyang have an arabic-mix look...fair and sharp features.

I got to know too that my moyang are a very loving couple which can never be separated even for a second. They will go everywhere together eg. to the shop, market and etc..not sure if they go to the toilet together...*laughs* even if they do, its not an issue as they are husband and wife.

Another thing that i found out was, they do not have kids and adopted two chinese gals which is my beloved late grandma and my cousin-grandma. So, my fact was right that my grandma is a chinese...!!!

I respect my moyang very much after knowing that my both grandma was chinese. The reason, they have taught them more than they could and taught them well. What i meant was, my both grandma was converts and we all know that once you convert or make someone convert, it is your responsibility to lead them, teach them, coach them about our religion and so forth. The do's and don'ts especially.

My late grandma is a hajjah and her religious knowledge, you can never measure it. She started coaching me when i'm still a kanak-kanak strawberry and she coached me well. I was the only grand-daughter at that point of time and we spent most of the time together and to be specific, almost all weekends. She will bring me to the mosque, berzanji(some religious thingy) and many other religious things that she participated.

My grandma and I loves Mee Rebus. I still remember sharing a bowl with her each time i go back to Clementi (her home) and not forgetting the boxes of chocolates which she will prepare for me...*sobs* and im missing her.

My late grandma was the kindest soul i've ever met. She went thru alot of obstacles when she was alive and she never took anything to heart. Whatever people say about her, treat her, criticize her or hurt her, she never bear a single grudge. She juz let it go and i respect her alot.

I congrat my moyang for their dedication and courage bringing up two lovely, kind-hearted and dedicated daughters.

They have set a very good example for their generations and i shall be one of them to follow...

Shisha was never this fun. Even if there was, this is better...

These are the things that went wrong...

1) I wanted to get a blue dress but they're sold out and only left with the one piece on the mannequin which i did try. It's loose on the boob area as it has been stretched out. In the end, i get the one in red colour and im loving it still coz PhatBoi was the one who bought it for me. Thanks my sweet PhatBoi...

2) Yesterday, we went to Mustafa. First, to get a standing fan since the fan in my room has failed on me and Second, to eat Chapati coz i have craving for that. Mustafa as usual was packed. None of the sales people came to our aid when we were trying to get a new set of the fan (which i was already half fuming) so, we helped ourselves. Then, PhatBoi was in a rush to send something to ayah workplace which i don't understand why he's rushing when ayah is working nite shift and because of that, i missed my Chapati (adds on to my anger) which of coz, i wasn't entirely happy at first but still lived with it. This is the best part...when we reached home and after happily fixed up the fan, the plug malfunction....!!!! Now tell me, How great was that??? In the end, still slept without the new fan..!!!

3) We slept late last nite trying to resolve the fan problem and because of that, i woke up late for work today.

And, i am still craving for my chapati and fish porridge. My list of craving don't seem to end isn't it? Well, eat first, complain later...*laughs*

It has been 4 months since i left 2006 and this time round, with settled matters.

For the past 3 years, i started a new year with unfinished business or unsettled problems but for this year, its different. This year, i started a new life and creating another new life.

I even change for the better. This may sound abit unrealistic but it happened, i QUIT SMOKING!!! Ya...i really do and the weird part is, i DO NOT have any craving or urge at all and im dead serious!!! It's so different. It's not like last time where i said i quit but when im stressed out or down with problem, i turn to it, now, no more.

My mind thinks more maturedly nowadays. Of course my child-like character is still there but i tend to accept things without reasoning anymore. I face life with more courage and faith.

Maybe this is part of me growing up...

And so April's here and 4 more months to go.

Yesterday, i hit two birds with one stone. Manage to meet both my bestest galfren at different intervals.

Mr Bean was hilarious and stupid but who cares if it's stupid as long as people are laughing and entertained, hei, its good enuf.

I have not been nice to PhatBoi lately. I've been throwing tantrums, scolding him for even the slightest mistake and i get agitated with every single move he made but he is very cool about it. He juz play along with it. See, how much he have tolerated my nonsence. I've been in a depress mood since i know i put on weight and DIDN'T stop complaining and whining over it every single mili-second i have.

I really am very thankful that we crossed each other's path again and now we are walking on the same path towards the same goal.

This is one of my unforgettable, unexpected surprise miracle and since then, i never stop believing in miracles...coz it does happen *smiles*




And we silently bind ourselves with an unbreakable promise that... "I'm luving you more than yesterday and it will be a neverending feeling, I promise"