Yes, im getting very used to this and i have a reach a stage where im getting sick of it...

And YOU noe what??? Feelings are redundant in this matter...

Feelings doesnt mean anything at all...

I tell you people...WORK HAS NO ENDING.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fed up aku dibuatnye....haiz..

Phatboi's sick and i'm damn tired...what a way to start the weekend...

Work...work...work...sianz!!! Juz cant wait for the event to end so i can have some space to breathe...

Somebody please drug me to sleep....*sighs*

Life is too short isn't it?

How often we felt that we have live long enuf on earth? That we have gone thru enuf shits, enuf obstacles, enuf life experiences?? Reality check, have we had enuf??

Once reality come slapping our faces, we realise that life on earth is way too short....

Today, i got to know that i've lost a fren...

Life is short....In fact, life is just too short my frens...too short. We may be here for now but for how long?? Only god noes...

It makes me wonder, how on earth she got that post of an OFFICE MANAGER??

Basically, she knows no shit...all her work are pushed to us, who are far much more knowledgeable then she is.

Even the simplest thing on earth, she push it to the cleaning aunty...so please tell me, what on earth is she doing in the office???

She walks around the office more than 10 times a day...is she paid to just do that??

All she do is dictate people to do this and that...WHAT AN ASSHOLE....!!!

People doing her shits and she wants to claim the title...WHAT A JACKASS...!!!

And yes she's that BITCH that shouted at me the other day...

I hope she gets her KARMA soon blady F#!?k*!!!!

Wonderful time spent between PhatBoi and Myself but the problem is, time was never enuf....

But that's life isn't it?? Wonderful time does not last forever and so be thankful with what we have...

And yes, i am very very thankful...

Finally changed my layout...

I dunno why im so into butterfly now...

Anyone out there know where to get a beautiful and affordable white gold butterfly bracelet?

I've scout around and have been to most of the jewellery shop but they dont really have it...

Im searching for one..any recommendations???

Counting the days to National Day....im waiting patiently....im waiting....yeah im waiting... *smiles*

On the very same day that my boss complimented me of my looks, that was the very same day this WOMAN that somehow or rather have something against me, humiliated me infront of the whole office....

Yeah, i cant get over it. I tried to make myself at ease, hoping nobody will acknowledge to the situation but nooooooo!!!!!!!! *sighs*

A colleague of mine, came up to me before leaving for home, with a sympathetic look, "Nor, im not listening...im not listening" saying dat with his fingers sticking into his ears...i feel SOOOOOO BLADY SAD...

I couldnt hold back my tears, i called PhatBoi and cry my eyes out. I AM SO HUMILIATED....*sobs*

I dont care about the probation anymore...im no kid which can be pushed about. The thing i wonder, how could i juz sit there patiently....how stupid...*sobs*

And so my boss tot i was 21...how good is that?? *smiles*

Sometimes its juz hard to tell...

Today is my last day. Im paying my niat and as promised, it will be fulfilled.

Today also there are some good and bad news....

Bad news, they extending the contract till after new year and we will discuss again after dat which is totally not assuring me of the future in this company...*sobs*

The plans are only few months away and i really can't waste anymore time...*sighs*

Good news,

My GF, NOR is having the same plan as mine...Yeay!!! Her actual is not far away from my 2nd Plan... *smiles*

Second good news, I PASS MY CUSTOMER SERVICE EXAM!!!!!!!!!!! Double Yeay!!!

Second bad new, my GF didnt make it...im feeling bad... *sobs*

Anyway so many things happen in one day...

Boi....What a longggggggggggggg day...and i've told my guy friend, Fir about my plan...boi was he shocked!!! haha as i have expected but he is one damn happy man to hear that from me... Triple Yeay!!!!

I was very happy at first until my itchy hands decided to check SOMEONE'S email which eventually leads to anger, dissatisfied, uncertain and doubtful.

2 choices was given...It's either or and so YOU choose.

How can i ever trust if this continues...??? YOU make the choice...it's YOUR life. Either way, it's YOUR lost and not mine.

Think it through...i will still be alive and living leading a happy life as always...Being myself.

Let me tell YOU this, I HAVE NO TIME TO ENTERTAIN ALL THIS NONSENSICAL CRAPS!!!!

Finally it happened...i have sacrificed it and going short....short....short....


Here's me with my new hair length. It seems to be of no difference but actually its short. Me and the pose...so that's me....okay niat da terbayar...lega sikit *phew*

After so much of planning, consideration, changes and decisions-making...it is finally confirmed.

YES!!!!!!!!!! ITS HAPPENING....ITS HAPPENING.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Plan A is off the list and off we go with Plan B...Plan C was also a good alternative but after much discussions and considerations, Plan C will burden the future...

Can't wait to break the news to all the people involved...

Be patient Wid...Be patient...OH GOSH I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its officially time to COUNTDOWN!!! *winks*

3rd, aaaahhhhhh....hmmmmm.....tak leh angkat.....!!!!!!

4th....da minum...satisfied??? Senyum....

Now tell me...how can he not rock my world??? *smiles*