Nursha's birthday party will be held this sunday. Was out with Fizah and Epul to find her birthday party decoration items. Out of all days, my batt chose to go flat today and there goes my chance of talking to MR. The traffic was such an ass today. I was hoping i could be home before MR go supper so i can still chat with MR for even a short while but everywhere was congested. I suddenly felt like since when every singaporean owns a car...there was like billions and zillions of cars out there today. Finally, i reached home and was happy at least i wont miss anymore call from MR should MR call and well MR did call me but it was such a short short while coz MR is damn damn busy today. Anyway MR was late for work that explains why there wasn't a single message from MR after i message MR for don't know how many times till i lost count. *sighs*

I feel that MR starts to slack in giving me attention or its juz me feeling insecure. Each time im with MR, i feel time pass so fast and the next moment we knew it, its time to go to sleep as either one of us are working the next day.

My only companion now is the new Taufik's hit song, Usah Lepaskan. Love the song to the max as it carries alot of meaning.

I've been feeling uncertain lately. At times, i feel like crying and at times, i feel like laughing out loud. What have gotten into me? God knows what. I guess i've gone crazy.

Why am i feeling this way? Why am i doing this? What have become of me? Distress....Insecure....

Taufik's song that hit me the most is this part:-