I never have tot that things will end up this way. There was no intention to hurt or disappoint anyone.
I have instilled too much hatred in me that i have turn back to the old gal which i have left 4yrs back. It could be for the better or for the worst.
Juz go...move on...i noe you can do it. I meant nothing. Don't you remember what you have always said to me last time? Have you forgotten how i was treated? Now, everyone look at me as if im the bad egg which im not. It saddens me seeing you in that state. It hurts me to see how much the person i use to love is regretting and suffering over the mistakes he was insensitive and ignorant about previously. I noe ppl only realise when its too late and i dont blame you for that...
Im sorry if i have caused so much pain. I can't forget the past. Im wounded so badly and it can never heal. I forgive you but i can never forget. I dont want to step into the history again and get hurt. Let me move on. Hate me if you have too but pls set me free...