I dont understand the purpose of the call. If the intention is to piss me off, congrats you have made me. Clarifying you said? Its more on saying what you think and feel. You're too desperate to kick me out and so this is the best way for you. Ur juz too egoistic to admit defeat to admit lost.

Yes, you have lost me for the past years, now and future. You can say whatever you want to say but i will still be on my firm ground not because of Him but because of the period of time i've endured you.

Now, you come back saying what you did wasn't wrong coz we weren't together at that point of time. Yes, i agree we weren't together but you breached the trust that bonds us together. If you say you weren't at fault for doing so, i am not at fault either. In the first place, we were never together...our relationship died 1yr 10mths ago. I was foolish to stay but still i did. I didnt dump you but you dumped me for god knows how many time. If you want to say you are still with me still for the past years, ya i agree, you are still with me but not there for me when i need you.

You said i dump you when i found a new one...what about you?? When you are in contact with Power Puff Gal, you go out with her and so on, did you think of me? Did you prioritise me? Did you care where i was? You only finds me when she pissed you off or when ur drunk. Why at that point of time where you were in deep shit, didnt you turn to the Powerpuff Gal since you spent all weekend with her, partying, having dinner and so on shit? Wasn't i the stupid one that was there for you? Go to your aid regardless timing but when u picked urself up, who did you celebrate it with? Me or Powerpuff gal and frens?

I endured the worst nightmare, i face it and forgave you and now you pushing all the blame back to me? Blame me as much as you want. Say whatever you want to say. I've gone through alot and this is nothing. I can still face it. Go ahead spread the words about me. Go ahead blame me. What can another hurt do to me since u always hurt me?

I thank you alot. Today you made me realise that i should have hate you long time back. God is fair and he is not blind. Why should i care now what you want to say or think about me? I know i did no wrong by moving on. I did no wrong by having a new boyfriend.

If i didnt choose to move on, do you think you will say what you have said to me? No...it will not strike you and i will still be the stupid one waiting and waiting.

Do you think you can change? No... You will never change...today, is a very good example.

To me, my beloved YOU died when the engagment was off in January 2005. There is nothing else to talk about now...nothing to clarify. Keep urself away from me and i will do so too.