1st day was okay...spent most of my time laughing with Y instead of listening to my lecturer... Its almost exactly similar back in my school years only difference now is, i only have Y. Without noticing, it has been 5 years since i graduated from school and now here i am, sitting in a classroom with notes infront of me, not forgetting essential stationary eg. pencil, colourful pen, highlighter, eraser and white wash...Not much covered though since its 1st day but out of the 100% covered yesterday, i guess i only listen to 10% of it...*sighs*

Couldn't really sleep last nite. My mind wouldn't want to stop thinking over what, i myself don't really know. People and things change in a blink of an eye. I kept forgetting that phrase. Life full of denial is complicated. I really wish that my most desired will come my way and actually i can always try in all ways and means to try and achieve my desired wishes but then i choose not to and let GOD ,tak tau sejak bila aku dah pandai ingat tuhan, shows its miracles and wonders....

The time passing so slow, its killing me...i think i'm falling sick but who cares...*shrugs*
I am missing HIM alot....*sobs*