I started the week in a great unbelievable way which i was very happy about till today, i had a bad beginning......

There was a train fault early this morning causing me to in the train for more than an hour causing me to be later for work and the normal journey usually takes me about 30 to 40 mins to reach Raffles...*sighs*

Today Big Brother Louie is in town...i mean the founder of my Company is in the office so is Little Johnny and Baby Ben...!!!!! For the first time, i really see my colleagues working their ass off...hahaha

Since morning i was given the task of making trips to and fro to starbucks...penat giler seh!!!! dia ingatkan dekat sangat ke starbucks to dengan office...memang dapat ambik angin tapi penat dol ulang alik...kejap2 plak tu...until the staffs there remembers my face and knows what im gonna order...hmm

I have blisters on my toes and i have not had my lunch waiting for Big Brother to make appearance in the office and i have to be in the office dammit...I feel lyk boozing, head back home and straight to bed....

Im dying to watch Final Destination 3....!!!! Oh anyway, it was S birthday yesterday...finally he's getting older...haha

Okay im gotta continue with my scrabble game with KS....update again later...another sad story to tell...i can't upload my pictures into my pc...*sobs*

Dj Craze was good...Zouk was so crowded that the people was packed like sardines in a tin...!!!

Had a cute memorable incident on Friday with HIM...haha not an incident to tell *bluek*

Saturday was slow but fun. Had dinner at Marina Square and went CD shopping at Tower Records and HMV...Well i meant to surprise HIM on his Birthday but i can't wait to see the look on his face so, i blew my own surprise and gave HIM his first gift on that day itself...

Actually, i'm the one suppose to be giving HIM a surprise rite but then at HMV, i was flabbergast with his actions. Well, i've been dying to read the book 'Memoirs of a Geisha' not the movie version...he promised once that he will get it for me but after watching the movie, i dont really want to read it assuming that the story is a cut, copy & paste from the book. We scouting around for good Discs and came across the Vintage book of Memoirs of a Geisha at a very reasonable price, without hesitating, HIM took the book and went to pay it while saying "I want to get the book for you.." I was shocked, dumbfounded and lost. I didnt know how to react...

I lurve the book. Its quite a difference between the movie and the original story...

I could imagine how i looked at that moment...wat a weekend..

S looked so haggard today but despite looking dat bad, he came up to me trying to be vain like he always do...

He complimented a new guy T from the SMG dept to be good looking and me with immediate response said "oh ya, he's cute and guess wat?? he's my age!!" S was kinda surprised to know dat T is also an Indo Cina...Me on the other side keep repeating to him "yeah, he's cute...he is really cute" S was jealous!!!!

S without feeling shy asked me "Diana, you noe we are very close to each other and how comfortable i am in confiding in you...do you think im good looking or cute?"*smacks*

Me: Mate, ur good looking. (without hesitation and calm look)
S: Wats ur definition of good looking and wats ur definition of cute? (dia tanya lagi??)
Me: Well mate, good looking means ur handsome, gorgeous, smart looking wherelse cute to me are those guys who are boyish, adorable and sweet.
S: So diana, wat kind of guy would you prefer to have? Good looking or Cute?
Me: I get sick of good looking guys but i cant resist cute guys...so ur not the type i would want to have..
S: Ohhh mannn....laughs....

Despite being busy, bored and agitated in the office, we can always gets unexpected entertainment from the people here...lurves these people...but not all of them...*winks*

Its great to see the people around you happy...especially the one closest to your heart.

Weekend was normal. At the end of the day, i'm happy coz HIM happy.

I'm learning something everyday and accepting new things everyday...

If you ask me how i feel, errrmmm......i dont really know how im feeling....*sighz*

Its way too complicated....

Im at wits end.....

To you its weird.....

To me its fated.....

To you its crap.....

To me its faith.......

People dont understand coz they will never do....

I appreciate truthfulness, sincerity and care.

The truth could be good and it could be bad. Either way, i have no choice but to accept it.

I hope goodness comes after bad.

HIM and me got so wasted last Saturday that we didnt realised somebody stole our wallets. HIM was agitated and pissed of course but well, wats done cannot be undone rite?

I would say, we did enjoy the weekends afterall despite wateva happened.

A fren fell in the club last Saturday and the date didnt help her up but helped her by laughing....wat a man. Actually, i didnt remember about the fall since i was already 82% drunk. Thanks to HIM, he reminded me about that on Sunday, where i broke out in laughter...hahahahahaha

It's V-day today (hari 'kahwin-kahwin') and HIM is not feeling well. Resting at home.

Another V-day....Happy V-day to everyone.

1st day was okay...spent most of my time laughing with Y instead of listening to my lecturer... Its almost exactly similar back in my school years only difference now is, i only have Y. Without noticing, it has been 5 years since i graduated from school and now here i am, sitting in a classroom with notes infront of me, not forgetting essential stationary eg. pencil, colourful pen, highlighter, eraser and white wash...Not much covered though since its 1st day but out of the 100% covered yesterday, i guess i only listen to 10% of it...*sighs*

Couldn't really sleep last nite. My mind wouldn't want to stop thinking over what, i myself don't really know. People and things change in a blink of an eye. I kept forgetting that phrase. Life full of denial is complicated. I really wish that my most desired will come my way and actually i can always try in all ways and means to try and achieve my desired wishes but then i choose not to and let GOD ,tak tau sejak bila aku dah pandai ingat tuhan, shows its miracles and wonders....

The time passing so slow, its killing me...i think i'm falling sick but who cares...*shrugs*
I am missing HIM alot....*sobs*

So far, it has been a 'fine' week.

Had a lovely weekend eventhough HIM and me couldn't feel the vibe of Marky.

HIM and me was sick since Monday...could be caused by the overdose of 'Lion Dance' we had over the weekend. *grins*

Still craving for Soft Squid from Old Chang Kee....macam lah ada satu je ock kat singapore nie...nie smua gara-gara ikutkan malas...yeay!!!!

KS on sick leave for 2 days...couldn't it get better???

Had dinner with my colleagues yesterday at Causeway point and came back home with diarrhoea and blocked nose. CSI wasn't that interesting yesterday and i was drugged to Fairy Land....

No Dance practice for this week...Thank God!!!! *pheww* (macam tau je aku tak nak gie)

HIM still sick....poor baby....missing him alot....

My class starting tonite...wonder how it will be back to school....i guess i would be fine

My tummy growling but i dont feel like eating...Too much thinking killing my brain....

Finally, i've watched 'Memoirs of a Geisha' with HIM yesterday. A story full of femininity, secrets and mysteries. It sure takes alot of courgae, determination and sacrifices to be well groomed Geisha. A Living Art which is so gracious yet gorgeous.

The holidays was indeed a long and draggy but enjoyable one. We headed down to Orchard Road on Friday and Sunday and it is so quiet as if the city is asleep. Singapore, it don't sleep neither do it take a short nap. Shops, restaurants and kopitiam are all closed. Thank god the fastfood restaurants and 24hrs stores like 7-11 and cheers still operates as per normal. As always, me and HIM partied our holidays away only resting on the last day of the holiday. We enjoyed our quality time together eventhough alongside we had some bad experience but we let it go as we didnt one others to spoil our mood. Keeping that in mind, we sure not want to let it happen again and learn from it. HIM is still my sweetest precious.

Back to work on Wednesday where i found out that our KL office will be closed till Thursday. Shiok kan??? If I were the boss, i declare Friday will also be a holiday that if im the boss but im not...hehe *winks* Wednesday till today, everyone in the office seems to be dead bored. Most of the staffs are still clearing their leaves till today and some till next week...i so envy them *sighs*

Shocking news from S, he will be leaving the company anytime soon. H is in Australia settling his PR issues and considering the fact whether to leave the company or not. B is in Jakarta, have plans for migrating but not sure when. SB has been very bored and moody lately as the BROTHERS are not around. A, still deprieved and stress over the transfer issue. KS had a bad day with BAPAK yesterday and wondering till when can it be tolerated. Without this people, i will be lost but again that's how it works here...*sobs*