Such a boring day im going thru rite now....

My boss is in a foul mood and therefore caused most of us in the office to be as foul as him...

Couldn't sleep yesterday and i really hate it coz, it tires me in the morning making me having the lazy virus flowing in my body....

There's alot of things to be done but i dont have the mood to do it....This week is passing so slowly dat its really getting on my nerves...

HIM being so busy that at the end of the day, he's out of enthusiasm to actually communicate and interact with anybody or anything. Pity HIM...didnt really get to sms or email with him dat much...

Talked to a fren of mine yesterday while waiting for the Chinese Drama and Indonesia Soap Opera to start. Did a quick catch up on what has been happening to myself and hers. Yesterday's episode of the Love Concierge and Dia really ticks me off. Shrewd women ought to be shot, minced up and fed to the komodo dragons....Well, im a woman and i noe how a woman felt but these women practically has no human feelings at all. They will go all out to get what they wanted thats good thought but to the extend of killing and scarificing their own dignity, Shame on those women.

Well, we human beings are hypocrite, directly or indirectly, we are and i dont deny dat. We are also at times selfish but we wont admit. Its hard being human aint it? The truth may be a lie and a lie could be the truth...We make ourselves complicated eventhough we dont intend to...hmm maybe its juz me whom is complicated and i think i am complicated...*tots*

Oh yeah before i forget...im not sure what's up with my dudes in the office today...they seem to be commenting about me which im not sure for a good reason or lowering my self-esteem, weird...

Dude 1: Diana, you look toned today...
Me: err wat was dat suppose to mean??? do i look flabby all the time??
Dude 1: Err...no...you looked more toned today...
Me: ....???

Dude 2: Hei whats that on your nose?? (touching it at the same time)
Me: Where? Which one?
Dude 2: Is that a pimple or a blemish?
Me: Where? Where?
Dude: *smiling* You still look pretty sweety....
Me: ...???

Why do you dudes have to make my mind questioning myself??? *sighs*

A boring but busy Monday morning....Last day of payclaim but the 'stress' aura is still lingering in the air....

As usual had a lovely weekend which started well and ended marvellously....felt tired without doubts but its a well worth feeling. Parties weren't dat awesome but with the frens around, its better den nothing. Me and HIM was outside of HOME most of our time, chatting and joking with a good fren of ours.

Spent some quality time with HIM on sunday and spent the rest of my nite snugging in bed. It was a simple weekend which i always look forward to...

Training School for SMG today, expected 3 ladies from the bangkok office. Turn out 2 of them are Bi@tcHes... She certainly spoil KS's mood....hope dey dont try to spoil mine coz i'll be nasty...no mood to work coz im starting to be sleepy...actually, i slept early last nite but not well though....It's lunchtime soon and i cant wait... lol

Friday is here and it is a slow moving one.....

I can't wait to get my body and soul out of this office.....

Everyone having mood swings which i dont noe why....

Arghh...boring nye...nak balik lah!!!!!!!!! *sighz*

I had a wonderful weekend....well at first i was afraid of it coz im scared i will screw up but im proud to say that i didnt!!!!

Well, patience is the key to contentment...i was very nervous on dat Saturday but to see the whole thing actually have a twist, i was so happy dat i dont remember how much i've boozed.

Wonderful weekend like always...me and HIM were happy again in the end.

Was out to HOME with HIM yesterday only for a short while.

Had our booze at the usual Kopitiam not forgetting our Beef Jerky. It was a quiet and peaceful nite...only for that moment. Meeting HIM up helps to clear my cloudy mind.

Well, didnt sleep well though and kinda shag now. Im emotionally down rite now...wats the reason, i myself not sure...I guess its juz another mood swing of a woman when its nearer to her Period Cycle...

I can't wait to go back home now. I miss HIM...

"Patience is the Key to Contentment"

That's the saying i'll keep close to my heart.

I have too many questions running in my mind....

I kept asking "What if??? Wen?? Why??? How???"

I kept repeating the same questions that im too scared of it...

I'm lost in my own world....i dont noe if i can ever answer those questions of mine and if i do have the answer, what's gonna happen next?? What will i do??? Can i accept it??

I dont noe.... really i dont.... Im such a wuss...*sobs*

I walked....


He walked....


Happily we walked....


To KLCC.....

It has been three days since i came back from KL but i still cant brush it out my mind....*sighs*

Actually, its very hard to let go or forget something or someone that you've treasured alot eventhough knowing the fact that letting go and forgetting will be the best for everything and everyone...

Me & HIM spending our quality time together in KL for the New Year and like always we have to drag ourselves back to Singapore with hearts unwilling to come back....

We had our naval pierced on the last day of 2005...it was like a binding between us...binding of nothing actually but it was cool getting it pierced together and HIM by my side during the piercing, makes me a stronger gal and face the pain without crying or complaining...Well HIM watched me pierced my naval and i watched HIM pierced his naval...

Saw a nice tattoo design and proposed to him that its perfect for him...Look at his tattoos.....
Im proud to say that i chose the two arm band designs and i juz love his tattoos eventhough that's one of the flaws that i don't want a guy to have but when it's HIM, i dont care about dos flaws no more...

We ate alot as in alot alot ALOT....we started our Makan Parade even before we board the bus towards KL and it only end wen we were in Singapore, going our separate ways heading home. We spent half of the money on FOODs....a quarter of our do$h goes to our Alcohol and another quarter of the do$h goes to our shopping...Spent alot of our time at Two Thumb (Tattoo Shop) and in our hotel room...

It was a simple celebration and we had so much fun and...i got to highlight dis...WE DID NOT CLUB AT ALL!!!! Oh i juz miss those time....We keep expressing ourselves to each other...

The trip was like heaven...I LIVE IN HIM AND HIM LIVES IN ME...Precious moments are meant to be kept...i really treasure HIM and so do HIM...

I want to go again and repeat the cycle over and over again without any ending...Oh please grant my wishes *smiles*