Talked to someone very close yesterday about wats clogging up my brain...i felt an intensive relief off my chest and off my mind...i noe wat i wanted to do.
I did wat i wanted to tell and say and do but then it brings me nothing but tears in my eyes..
I tot hard, i didnt wanna give up coz i noe wat my heart wants and wat it believes....
Maybe its the best for us....though its very very hard but as long HIM happy, i should be happy rite?
Damn its really hurts...!! Shedding tears like rain hitting the ground...i believe in fate and i guess dis is wat predestined for me and HIM. I'll need some time away...
This is the most difficult emotions i would ever have to overcome coz the feelings are so pure and so true....