I am still feeling happy and to add on to dat happiness, im feeling cold, hungry and tired at the same time BUTTTTTTTTTT im happy....

1 more day to go and i can sleep like a log at home without worrying having to wake up to work....well its only for 10 days though but hei...who would not want it??

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!!!!

I'm happy...very happy....very very happy...I am indeed very very very very happy!!!!!!

I've obtained the 'ThingS' i've been longing, waiting and desiring for...It made me sleep like a baby....

Somehow or rather the feelings plummets in a blink of the eyes, now im hunger for it again.....

Wateva it is, i'm extremely happy... *winks*

"Ya Allah, kau lindungi lah dia...
Ya Allah, kau tenangkan lah pikirannya
Kau tabahkan lah hati nye....
Berilah dia kekuatan...
Teguhkan Semangatnya dan cekalkan imannya
Berilah dia kebahagian yang secukupnya....
Jauh kan dia dari bahaya, kedukaan dan kerunsingan..."

I enjoyed my saturday coz it was very fun...

Was at One celebrating someone's birthday. Met up with Ika, a long lost fren. I practically dance thru the nite...haha da lama katakan tak groove to RnB songs...

Stayed at home the whole Sunday juz to recuperate the energy i've used up on Saturday.

Today, everybody is giving me that weird look....They were wondering why was i all smiles today. Well....im juz happy i suppose *winks*

This friday is my last day at work and our office will be closed till 2nd January...Long break but with no plans...how boring is dat?? *sighs*

Mite be having a last day gathering with my office dudes on Friday before we go for a break and start missing each other...

I guess i am really a complicated gal but people juz love me being dat complicated uncertain gal...dats juz me i suppose...

Finally Friday is here...i can now rest my eyes, body, mind and soul to the fullest....

Watch King Kong yesterday and it was indeed a good movie. Very recommended to watch.

Today, my day is so relaxed till i really got bored and can't wait to go home. Im missing HIM...

Weird not having HIM cracking blunt jokes and trying to get on my nerves...
Weird to noe that he is so near but yet so far away...

Life is so unpredictable and im not surprised if more of IT to come...*sighs*

The people who made me laughs

The people who made me smile

The people who treats me like a sister

The people who gave me courage and advice

The people who helps me in a way....

People, i really love you all....

"Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of all the rest .

Don't judge life by one difficult season.

Persevere through the difficult patches and better times are sure to come some time or later"

I'm walking the plank now....make sure you people are there to catch me wen i fall.....

Make sure you people do....!!!!!

Nice view from Cheng Ho II....

It was a memorable sight...The sun setting behind us...takes my worries away for a moment.

It was so peaceful.....i got mesmerised over and over again....Appreciating the nature is the best thing to get your mind of anything and everything....i felt so relaxed with the wind blowing and the sound of the waves....i dont mind doing it again....

I have not been sleeping well for the past few days. My mind wouldnt want to stop thinking over...i myself dont noe what...

A good fren said something so sweet to me yesterday, knowing the fact that i need a shoulder to cry on..."To be frank Wid, it is not easy to love someone so stubborn, pampered and defensive like you but despite all that, deep in you, you are a gal who loves to be love, kind, soft hearted and strong will. A gal with full of sincererity, conscience and confidence...'' I couldnt hold back my tears...I tot it would be easy but it was worst...but some people dont care coz they dont feel and dont go thru it...easier said then done...

It was not an easy thing but despite all the hardship, i still need to pull through and live life for every single purpose HE has destined for me...I juz hope it will get better rather den worst.

Was out with HIM yesterday and it turn out to be better den we used to be...

We communicate better, we feel much better and more comfy with each other...

Today, in office, the People are playing pranks on each other....haha it was so cute and funny!!!

Deals have been very good these few days and the People are getting merrier. Lately, the People have been commenting on how i look and acted. Some say i am volatile, some say i am listless and some are saying that i look cheerful but to me, i am still the same old me...

Here comes Friday, me and HIM are looking forward to spending our time together again...gues wat??? maybe the 'case of the ex' will be joining us for DNB at DXO today...
I dont mind, she's no threat to me...i believe in HIM and i believe in Myself coz like wat my best buddy mention, you choose this, you got to choose wateva dat comes with it...dat means im taking a full package...if HIM happy, i'll be more den satisfied...

Today, i'll bid farewell to the Sriwana dancers....they left for KL!!!!!!!! Arrggghhh!!!! Tak dapat ikut...*sobs*

Talked to someone very close yesterday about wats clogging up my brain...i felt an intensive relief off my chest and off my mind...i noe wat i wanted to do.

I did wat i wanted to tell and say and do but then it brings me nothing but tears in my eyes..
I tot hard, i didnt wanna give up coz i noe wat my heart wants and wat it believes....
Maybe its the best for us....though its very very hard but as long HIM happy, i should be happy rite?

Damn its really hurts...!! Shedding tears like rain hitting the ground...i believe in fate and i guess dis is wat predestined for me and HIM. I'll need some time away...

This is the most difficult emotions i would ever have to overcome coz the feelings are so pure and so true....

Monday blues...

Sad new...guerillas have split up, good news....my buddy gave birth to a baby GAL!!!!

Im happy for her....

My mind was in a mess.....

The Date is set, location also been set and so does the theme....

1st step of making my Company's Christmas Pary cum DnD is completed...more to come...!!

The theme is Pirates of the Carribean and i dont noe wat to wear!!!!

Met HIM on Wednesday, guess wat he suggested?? Since i'm so close to one of my colleague, HIM suggest that my Colleague to wear Pirate costume wherelse me, dress like a PARROT...i broke into laughter...takkan aku nak gi hinggap atas bahu Kakak tu seh...!!!!!

One of the event will be 'Secret Santa'..busy with drawing lots earlier on...i then realise how people not noe people in this office...hahaha

The people coming up to me with questions.."Diana, who is this person?", "Diana, this person exist in the company?","Diana, can i change people?? I dont noe who this person is..."

Apa dah...tak supporting lah macam tu...!!!! But hei...my decision is FINAL!!!! Ada jugak lah orang cheapskate nak mampus...budget $15 je...ada diorang ambik barang2 second hand and give??? Lokek cekeding kan??!! Yang kasi benda second hand tu lak orang expats...ishk dasyat siol...memalukan

Now i cant wait for the Party to happen...Bon Voyage!!!!