My Best Buddy whom im so close with gave birth to a baby gal yesterday morning....

My Childhood Fren, having her solemnisation tomorrow....

How time really fly...im not that little gal my mommy use to noe..

We have all grown up now...will i get married??? Hmm....*tots*

Came across this saying while reading a book:-

"God won't put us to test if we are not strong, learn to let go...worries and problems will ease"

So Wid...learn to let go....

To be frank...i am not alright.

I am very happy and unhappy at the same time. This doesnt concern anyone or anything around me...its juz me i suppose.

Screw my mind to be so jumbled up and in the end...i got paranoid over things i fear and things that doesnt happen...

In your point of view....m i out of my mind???

It has been busy for the past two days. Busy with payroll, busy with P.O submission and busy entertaining inconsiderate behaviour of the old trouts from our HQ.

Im so glad Friday is here. My company having our month end drink today but due to the fasting month, im skipping it. Be meeting Him after work and heading down to Bukit Batok (a place i never liked and enjoyed stepping into) to watch his youngest bro's performance. I cant wait to break our fast today coz im gonna have my dinner at Beach Road....yummy yummy!!!!! *drools*

Zouk reopens today and we mite be going der to check how's the place after the revamping. Cocolatte having Lady Djs spinning in conjuction with 'PopMyCherry' 1st Anniversary and HOME is having Retro Nite...where should i really go??? hmmm....

I expected today to be casual day at work coz im so damn sure that 'The Team' will hit their target, so i happily wear casual clothings to work today. Upon reaching office, i found out that its NOT!!!!! Thank goodness i didnt bring home my blazer yesterday...*phew*

Im counting the days for my trip to KL...im gonna get my naval pierced...Finally!!! Today is my GF's Birthday, Yan. Happy Birthday Babe!!!!! Hari Raya around the corner and i cant wait to meet up with my cousinz at the routine gathering....

Im sure gonna have a great weekend....i hope you all will too!!!

Another bad day....Dos CreepS are really a pain in the ASS!!!!

Me & KS are lucky dat our boss is an understanding man and will back us up regardless wat happen...so creeps, back off!!!!

Him told me that he's cooking Fried Rice today. I was surprised coz Him dont know how to cook and telling me dat, hmm....something new. Curious, i asked Him when he learnt how to cook...our conversation:-

Him: Yup, I think I buat nasi goreng je....
Me: You tau ke??
Him: Yup tau, skarang kan modern, semua da siap.... Cuma nak goreng je....
Me: alah...instant nye???
Him: Nope still have to goreng from scratch, if instant nya panas kan je... ada telur, udang n etc...
Me: alah sama je...pakai paste pe....instant jugak lah tu...jangan perasan tau masak k....
Him: wah....

Haha...Shall not underestimate Him...Great Dear!!!! Dats the start of your interest in cooking...I'll coach you if you want to...Let me taste some of it please...*smiles*

Will be meeting Him later and i cant wait...*winks*

My mood was perfectly great until some irritating people spoilt it...

Last Friday, Him and myself, break fast at Suntec City Fountain. Well, it's something new for us...we bought alot alot of food and had it at the fountain. It's kinda romantic and adorable. We had a great weekend together and yes!!! i am satisfied!!!!

Last Saturday, At HomE, Anna Sui was there to give us a mini makeover...i had mine too!!!! We were also given an eye colour as a surveniour and also a complimentary Makeover Voucher. Cool isn't it???

On Sunday, me and Him got caught in the rain for almost 3 hours....he taught me how to ride 82...it was fun but den i stalled all the time...haha

And here is Monday....another tale began....*sighs*

Finally its Friday....!!!!!! I cant wait to go home way before i step into office today...hehe

Training school is ending today and there goes our free food for the moment...*sobs* haha. This time round, the people aren't dat funky, supporting and bubbly compared to the previous batch. I had an early nite yesterday after entertaining my nephew who is full of nonsence...yalah wat do you expect from a 2 year old kid rite?? *smiles*

Finally my wacky GF tagged me with her new bloggy add...bagus raudz eh...kau luperkan daku...sampe hati lo..*winks*

Today, Smelly and I having a special 'Buka Puasa' together...di bawah sinaran lampu electric...jangan dia hujan da...

I want to spent this weekend to the fullest coz i dont want to feel unsatisfied in the beginning of next week.

Have a great weekend!!!! Don't Get Drunk & Don't Forget to Puasa!!!!!! *smiles*

It was a slow moving day yesterday and i was slacking away trying to kill time but not today....

It was quite busy in the morning, rushing out some daily reports to our headquarter back in KL and also to the managers in singapore. The temp staff that we are having now don't really help me much...now i do miss working hand in hand with Kak Siti!!!!! *sobs*

I manage to learn some new things doing Kak Siti's daily duties and understand how busy she was...

There is a training school today for the new recruits. I screwed up their lunch...i forgot 2 people lunch packs and realise it only 10mins to Lunch time!!! Damn i panic...i rushed down to Banquet not far from our office and managed to get back pretty fast...sorry guys..

Met up with Smelly ytd...we had a makan fiesta but not like the one we usually had in KL. Chill out at our usual hiding place, eating and joking the whole nite away. We had a few big plans up our sleeves and i have started counting down the days to all the events...!!!!!

Im heading to KL end of the year. It still feels so far away................

I dont noe wats wrong with me lately...i got agitated easily and not forgetting being paranoid over unreasonable reasons.

I noe dat i believe very strongly and trust very deeply but dis subconcious mind of mine is really eating me up...well there is really a problem with me and i dont noe how to push it away. Its really filling me up with negativity which i noe is not true and will never happen...but yeah i failed to resist the temptation to think the otherwise.

Its really frustrating. Its giving me sleepless nite...*sobs*

Last weekend passed so fast...Me & Smelly feels like we didn't have enuf time spent together... Anyway Smelly has a new 'cute' look....*laughs*

Things is going so slow today...My colleague grandma passed on yesterday...My condolences to her. Death looks so far but yet its so near. Regardless whichever month it is, be it ramadhan, syawal or whichever it is, death is lingering around the corner...

Its sad to lose someone precious but life still goes on...we juz have to be patience, have ample of endurance and courageto take the challenge of this circle of life...