This feeling of my trip in July will be cancelled is soooo strong. After receiving a message form a gal fren of mine late last nite, it grew even stronger dat the trip gonna be OFF!!!!! *sighz*
I manage to live thru the nite yesterday by shutting myself up and snug in bed. I wonder wat will it be for today *shrugs*...hmm
Well, i have made up my mind. If the trip is off, i will still travel on my own. I dont want to spoil my mood of celebrating my B'day overseas...be it with or without frens or companion, i will still go. Anyway who cares rite?? *shrugs*
Anyone who's interested to come along...do join me.. *winks*
Anyway...tomorrow is suppose to be a happy day for me but like i've said happiness dont last... Kinda sad but why should i if another one dont feel anything...it's juz a dream dat dont come true and will remain a memory which will eventually fade...*sobs*