Heard the song "Lonely" by Akon? I love this part of the song
"Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl"
I have been feeling down and emotionally disturbed since last Sunday. Alot of things were on my mind and i juz doesnt noe how to put a stop to it or maybe i noe but i dont have the courage to carry it out. Last tuesday was even more upset seeing some people reaction towards some things and someone juz brush me off...Juz my luck i guess.
Dat incident made me feel dat i need a break away for some time. Break away from everything. Even now typing dis blog, my mind is on something else.
I want to go away for a while...ease my mind, clear my doubts and boost my courage. Try to heal the wound eventhough i noe the scar will remain...its better den nothing.