Super duper sleepy...super duper tired...*sighz*

Was out yesterday nite, laughing to my heart content at HRC entertained by Kumar's blatant jokes about life..*grins*

Well it was my secondary school fren b'day, Zain...Congrats on getting to add another digit to your life..haha Anyway like always, birthday boy got to go up stage and damn he was supporting and the 'Queen of All Bitches' liked him for being ssssssoooooooooo damn supporting. We had fun and yes i noe you expecting a gift from all of us...so hold up aite *winks*

Some facts are makin' me realise about something....eventually like i've always said all happiness will gradually end and vanish into the air...

For me, im taking this as a lesson about life. Learn to be more wiser and be more cautious.

Still a long long way to go to 5pm...feel like closing the centre now and go home. I miss dos kids *sobs* Damn my place is soooo quiet i can practically here the slightest sound made my the littlest thing in this centre...haiz...biler lah nak buka skolah lagi nie...kangen deh gwe sama anak2 kecil tu...sepi deh...hmm

Hari nie mood aku tak baik...jadi nak kena blog dalam bahasa ibunda.

Dalam banyak2 tempat yang telah ku berkerja, takde lah yang bleh setanding dengan tempat badigol nie...Hari Sabtu aku sepatutnye dapat gaji bulanan ku TETAPI aku tak dapat...mushkil ar aku but den aku sabar lah kan hingga ke hari nie...nak clarify lah kirekan.

Aku da call tadi pagi kononnye nak tanye baik2 lah tapi bila lepas aku da tanye knape dia tak credit akunye account...dia tanye aku balik lah whether aku dah kasi a/c no aku ke belum...ALAMAK!!!! Mengaruk siol skejap aku!!!! Dia bleh tanye aku balik nie...tak ke macam mak dia punye nenek...Dia yang kasi kata mati, cakap aku dapat gaji thru giro and now dia bleh tanye aku nie...ishk ishk da hilang ingatan agaknye perempuan giler tu...!!!

Well, aku still kasi muka lah kan bila dia da sodek dengan aku, nak bank in kan cheque aku...aku aku not so evil after all...tapi bila Principal kasi aku nye pay slip dan selepas aku look thru the payslip, mengamuk lagi lah aku!!! Dia tak bayar lagi nie apa yang diorang da owe aku last month....Tanpa segan silu aku call lagi perempuan giler tu...nie kali tekalah apa dia cakap pasal $$$ yang kurang tu...DIA KATA DIA LUPA LAH...LUPA TAU...HAHAHA JOKE SIAK PART TU....aku macam nak celupah je kat dia...Dari last mth ke dis mth ke next mth lah siol..."sorry diana, we forgot to insert in lah" ishk ishk punye lah seronok telinga aku dengar...!!!!

Da lah tadi pagi2 lagi principal dengan lagi satu perempuan biol buat aku marah, perempuan giler nie buat aku marah...Siak betul...Mak diorang jual seronding basi betul...Bingit betul lah...!!!

Si perempuan biol tu da buat salah tak nak mengaku nie...biasa lah kan pencuri mana da mencuri nak mengaku kan...bleh call aku lagi tanye bila masa dia bilang aku pasal makanan tu...

Aku dengan tak kuasa nye kata takde eh??? okay...takde den takde ar...tercengang jap dia...busuk nye melayu..nak sodek dgn boss pun tak agak2..takpe..membez makan membez, membez kenyang pe...takpe makan lah byk2...Badigol belo samdol nye perempuan...

Phew...lega sikit... *winks*

I have been hibernating for the past few days and am still in the hibernating mood *yawns*

Its not dat none of my frens didnt pester me to leave home, its juz me...like i've mentioned earlier on, 'HibernatinG' period so everything is on the sleep mode.

Im in love....in love with a song titled "senyuman ragamu"!!!!!! The song is soooooooooo sooooooooooo sweet!!!!!!!! Everytime i think, remembered or heard dat song...A BIG HUGE HUMONGOUS SMILE automatically...lemme repeat...AUTOMATICALLY appears on my face!!!!! So if im sad...noe wat to do huh *winks*

Anyway i want to watch MADAGASCAR, anyone wanna watch with me??? haha...School terms ends yesterday and my children are all off for 1 MONTH HOLIDAY...and me....stuck here WTF!!!! I will have my chance in JULY...either Bangkok & Pattaya or off to Bali i go...Yesterday marks exactly 2 more mths to my birthday...(indirectly im letting you guys noe) *winks*

Recently i have done alot of thinking but ya like always still indecisive like 'some fren' told me dat...haha
I notice not much attention given to me and im starting to feel insecure...*sobs* Always busy, always occupied...anytime for me??? Lemme find my answers *sighz*

Happy Saturday...!!!!

Heard the song "Lonely" by Akon? I love this part of the song

"Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl"

I have been feeling down and emotionally disturbed since last Sunday. Alot of things were on my mind and i juz doesnt noe how to put a stop to it or maybe i noe but i dont have the courage to carry it out. Last tuesday was even more upset seeing some people reaction towards some things and someone juz brush me off...Juz my luck i guess.

Dat incident made me feel dat i need a break away for some time. Break away from everything. Even now typing dis blog, my mind is on something else.

I want to go away for a while...ease my mind, clear my doubts and boost my courage. Try to heal the wound eventhough i noe the scar will remain...its better den nothing.

All happy moments will eventually come to a stop i guess....Eventhough u hope and wish it wont, it gradually ends. Brush away negativity from within urself as it bring no happiness....

Treasure the precious moments while u can...you wont noe wats gonna happen next. Endure the pain of losing it...Dont say or do wat ur heart wont want to, Dont hurt the person u cant live without, Dont push dem away. Treasure all given...appreciate wats done coz not every soul can be the someone u've received.

Dont follow ur emotions, dont think but feel ur needs. The person that u brush off are always the person supporting u from the back. Hoping, wishing and praying dat ur life will be spared from sadness, loneliness and always be free from obstacles. We wont noe in wat ways the other party cares, love, appreciate and think about us.

You may have lost the special person for now thru ego i suppose, turn it around while u can...Wen the person is really gone, regretting wont change the situation.

Think hard wats to be done...Feel ur needs. If, no matter how much u brush away the person but u still think and need the person, dat shows how much dey meant to you...If dat person is always der for you, physically, mentally...it shows how much dey treasure u. Putting u above all, not every soul can do dat.

In life, u will eventually meet someone new or may also be with someone new but the new person can never replace the person that treasures u..Dey may fade in ur mind but not deep in ur heart...

Lately, a group of BiAtchEs has been getting on my nerves....reaallllyyyy getting on my clits but too bad, dey cant even get der!!!!!!!!!

I was very moody yesterday dat i feel lyk slapping the IRRITANTS or shall i say PESTS....okay im being mean but wat do i CARE!!!!????

But hei i guess we should respect dem coz dey are the 'people dat can really get under and suck the boss's clits' which BiaTch can be so 'cool' as dem??...duhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! SALUTE TO THE SUCKERS!!!! Fucker!!! oops sorry mind my language... *winks*

Anyway my day didnt end so bad anyway...I watched starwars!!!!

Its a GGGGGGRRRREEEEAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT show...tak bedek siol...betul....iye nyah...gerrrreeeekkkkkk!!

Tonite, im gonna rest my eyes for another 13hrs i hope as i have not...as in NOT been sleeping early and now im feeling sick....*sobs* Lucky i met 'PrEcIoUs'...it eases me. Smiling and laughing is wat i do...dreaming and helpless i was...all coz of 'PrEcIoUs' presence *winks*

Today is my Best Buddy B'day, Fizah. We have known each other for like 16years...WOW!!!! Impressive!!!!

How time been catching up on us...2005, we are a year older but still gal, you are still older....hahahaha!!!

I have wishes for my family, precious and frens....lets hope my wishes comes true...

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU!!! *winks*

Today was like soooooooooo Busy and at the end of the day i still have not finish my work... *sobs*

I'm gonna be damn shag today coz im goin off to my dance practice after work....I was suppose to go out with my guy fren yesterday as he is suppose to treat me to a seafood dinner but den...i slept my dinner away...haha

Nothing much to say today...takde anything happening lah today....okay i got to go now..meeting my babe @ 6pm...so blog tomorrow....

It was fantabulous Saturday after all...i want it to happen again...darn!!!!

Sunday was very tiring dat i slept for 12 hours...

Yesterday, i couldnt wake up to go to work eventhou i slept for 12hrs the nite before and to add on to my laziness...it was raining..wat a great weather to snug in bed and cuddle with the one u lurves...*winks*

Like usual i was rushing to work yesterday and knowing dat it was raining, i dont bother to bring an umbrella coz 99% of my route to work are sheltered. While i was going down the steps dat leads to the Pedestrian Crossing, i slipped siol!!!!!! but den again, i didnt fall...well balanced babe!!! mana boleh jatuh... *smile* anyway im not shy about dat incident...i even laughed at myself, wondering how i can slip...hmm

Monday was a day of foolishness and clumsiness...i even forget dat i have a LEGO Course in the afternoon...
Okay please tell me where did i put my brain at tat moment?? There was a lady called Ä dat came to my center ytd with the intention to assist and clear my doubts and queries on my new job...well i guess its abit too late rite...i seem to noe almost alot of the things...anyway i appreciate dat help given...

Today, time pass real slow...i juz cant wait to go home and snug in bed...sing a lullaby to myself and sway myself into my sweetest dreams...Im missing somebody...no doubt about dat...

The surrounding has been good on us...we have been spending some quality time together...i appreciate dat and thank god for that gift of light...i hope SOMEBODY feels the same thing like i do....

Anyway Saturday was my beloved Galfren, buddy, sister birthday...Happy 23rd Birthday Babe...i cant say it to you coz of "U noe i noe" thingy... *winks*

It has been a long time since i last update dis site of mine.....

Wat to say eh??? Well i had problem in updating coz of some technical issues with dis blogger...I tried changing the layout but i guess i have lost the skills...Well im working in a childcare now and having the kids around me...my mood has been like "HAPPY DAYS!!!! HAPPY DAYS!!!!" *winks*

Life has been a roller coaster for me but hei...who cares!!!!! Im having fun with my lovey dovey frens...Partying and enjoying our days like nobody biz...I got myself a camera!!!!! Now dats my partner in captions...I cant survive without my BABY (my camera i mean)

Der were so many things i have been doing dat i think eh if i write it out...it will be my longgggeeeesssstttt entry...betul tak joking *winks*

I have upcoming plans too...i want to go to Bintan again...darn i missing dat place *sobs*

I want to go to KL...Bangkok...Bali and Aussie....yeah baby!!!! I cant wait!!!!!

I dont noe wat to draft lah...i guess dats for now..will update again...ciaows!!!