For the past few days, i have not been my own self. Sad to say, i was back to my old ways before i tried to change into a better person.
No doubt i do miss dos fun but thats not me anymore. To think back, what was i think at dat point of time? I dont blame myself for being lyk dat. I was emotionally disturbed. I would be happy at a moment and cry at another. Ongoing lyk dat really distress me...I was going crazy!!!
I shouldnt be following my emotion but i couldnt help it. Lucky i have my frens that sat, joke and make me smile and laugh at that moment just to forget the problem but at the end of the day...i shed tears again...
Its something i do not wish to go thru again and again and again....
Somehow or rather, i juz hate it......