Today office heaven and earth coz....All the boss not in..macam nak balik je...

Recently, people keep asking me "Gal, Watsup?", "Babe, Watsup?"...for now notings up..all down

Im down with flu, fever, cough, gastric and my BABY is far away from me...takdelah jauh sangat kan, dia cuma gi berjuang untuk negara je..RESERVIST!!!!! ARRGGGHHH GILER AR!!!!

3 days work 2 days off tu takpe...tak leh message langsung lah...tak bleh call langsung pasal dia kena jaga kat CALTEX Oil Refinery....Ishhhkkk Bosan Betul Arrr!!!!

Anyway i received a Pearl-Diamond Earring for Christmas...sweeeeeeetttt betul orang yang kasi aku tu... :D

Countdown dah dekat nie...Apa plan rakan-rakan??? Mabuk lagi ke??? Hahaha Party Botol lagi!!!! Kok ada lagi ada lagi!!!!

Enjoy lah holiday anda smua...jangan noti noti... Happy New Year!!!!

Wat would you do if you're distress?

If you ask me...hmmm i wouldnt know.

Wat would you do if you're sad or hurt?

If you ask me...i will smile and laugh but let my heart cry out.

Wat would you do if you cant confide in anyone?

If you ask me...I dont know coz that's me.

Wat would you do if give up eventhough you dont wish to?

If you ask me...I rather die

Wat would you say to someone who needs you but then wouldnt admit it?

If you ask me...I will say.."One day, when you look back you will miss me, long for me but im no longer there then will you realise that you have lost a precious diamond which you dont want to acknowledge once. Eventhough you rather regret than suffer...we all suffer in love."

Wat would you do for me?

If you ask me.................................................

For the past few days, i have not been my own self. Sad to say, i was back to my old ways before i tried to change into a better person.

No doubt i do miss dos fun but thats not me anymore. To think back, what was i think at dat point of time? I dont blame myself for being lyk dat. I was emotionally disturbed. I would be happy at a moment and cry at another. Ongoing lyk dat really distress me...I was going crazy!!!

I shouldnt be following my emotion but i couldnt help it. Lucky i have my frens that sat, joke and make me smile and laugh at that moment just to forget the problem but at the end of the day...i shed tears again...

Its something i do not wish to go thru again and again and again....

Somehow or rather, i juz hate it......

I dont wish to believe his answer. I doubt its the truth and the fact is...i dont agree.

I dont wish to and dont want to and thats the truth.......sob sob sob

I dont believe it...i know its not the truth...sob sob

This is not it should be....its not...

Im waiting for an answer from my someone...I think i can expect the worst from my someone.

Something which i hope is not what i want but fate cannot be changed.

If its bad, I'll crush and tumble like no one biznes.

If its good, maybe fate is still being kind to me.

I cant think properly now but im trying to be strong and fite my emotions.

I promise i wont cry at work infront of my frens neither infront of my buddies.

I promise i hide my tears and sorrow to myself. I promise....

20 Ways How Guys Show His True Love To A Woman He Truly Treasure

1. He willingly do anything n everything for his beloved.. with sincerity not coercion.

2. He constantly wants to humour his beloved and tends to be more talkative.

3. He tends to advise his beloved more as he truly loves her and wants her to be a better person.

4. He tries to restrict her freedom due to his overwhelming jealousy.

5. He constantly fears losing his beloved.

6. He always monitors his beloved's movements as he feels insecure.

7. He hates the idea of other guys being close to his beloved.

8. He becomes jealous and sensitive when his beloved pays less attention to him.

9. He becomes the most hardworking person n help his beloved to do anything n everything.

10. He becomes restless wen his beloved's away for too long.

11. He cares for his beloved more than he does himself.

12. He constantly asks if his beloved loves him as he feels his love is greater than his beloved's.

13. He would not be bothered wif other gals who dun hold any importance to him.

14. He will try to spend a lot of time wif his beloved even though he noes he'll end up waitin for his beloved.

15. He praises his beloved in front of others.

16. If his beloved leaves him, he cant trust any other gal n wishes for his beloved to come back to him.

17. When there is a third party, he loses his mind and is willing to do anythinh to fight for his beloved.

18. He makes sure he ensures her safety at all times.

19. He is like a small kid who fights for constant attention from his beloved.

20. He treats his beloved as his most trusted one and willing to sacrifice all of his wealth and even his life for her..~ It's not easy to find guys who would shed their tears just for gals.. So please treasure them... ~

Okay raudz...i owe you one....

I was at the Hip Hop Fest last Saturday at Hong Lim Park, doing a coverage for Anakmelayu.com...It was fun, draggy and tiring.

Manage to interview a few groups lyk...Pakar Irama, G-Femininz, Triplenoize, Ahli Fikir, Dj and......and......and.....TAUFIK!!!!!!!!

He was so well protected that he dont even have room to move. Guarded by 3 policemen, A malay guy and a lady. He was ascorted to a tent where he sit still with the humid environment.

He did perform with his band and sang two song alone. The crowd was MADNESS!!!! One incident was there was a local group about to perform and the crowd juz shout out..."WE WANT TAUFIK NOT YOU!!!" Dat was super duper UPSET!!!!

Another sad incident happened to TOO PHAT. The show was delayed due to the rain so all the event lined up was pushed back. Back to the Too Phat story...

Joe was alone as Malique didnt come. He was performing happily with his group and the crowd was crazy and spontaneously singing with him then came the floor manager, Nina (if im not wrong her name was), when up to him and whispered something and Joe goes "I still have two song!!" The crowd was jeering at her making alot of unhappy noises. However Joe ended his performance with a last song of "ALHAMDULILLAH". I was at the back stage when he step of the stage. He was damn pissed!! I dont blame him...he was promised something which was not kept and the floor manager ought to be shot by stopping him doing his performance...WAT THE HELL WAS SHE THINKING!!!!

So the nite went on till late...the participants were tired of waiting...Taufik was a great person...Interviewing the Singapore Idol was something that can be remembered!!! So Raudz...I GOT TO TALK TO TAUFIK!!!!!!! hahahahahaha

Have you ever ask your partner, At Times Are You Sick Of Me? and did they answer you sincerely and truthfully..??? How sure are you of your answer?

I love my partner to be sincere and i dare to say i will neva and wont eva be sick of him...Im saying this from the bottom of my deep deep heart....In fact, im always hungry and craves for more of him, not becoz of his physical appearance nor becoz of his status or materials. Its becoz of my love...Love is so great.....

Explain to me...if you love someone so much and you get sick of her or him at times, how true is your Love towards your partner? If it lasted till eternity, how are you gonna survive living under same roof?

Humans are full of surprises. We live in a monopoly life...so unpredictable.

I love two verses from a song,Foolish sang by Ashanti....Its sooooooo women...

Catch the song if you all have time....Anyway today there will be a party at HPL...

Dont miss Hip Hop Fest tomorrow....!!!

Im venturing into a new line...Being a Host....!!!!!! Bukan Hostess lah but Pengacara...Part time je..Tolong kawan....

Excited lah but well dont know what will the outcome be like. First time doing this so....grrrrr......Anjat ah-girl.

It must be full of surprises and there will be lots of fun. By the way not hosting tv shows but video shots for Anak Melayu.com

First event will be this saturday. We hope for the best.