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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Hi pepz...Gloomy morning it is.
 
It has been raining since five+ in the morning and how i wish Wednesday have changed to Saturday...i wish!!!  Today, my dept will be undergoing an internal audit done by our QMR Mgr.  I'll be bz after lunch tym so mite not have time to chat on yahoo and msn....DAMN!!!
 
Yesterday ended fine...ya didnt meet my ANGEL.  Hoping to end the day soon so i'll be able to meet him for dinner.
 
Anyway i'll continue my story about my life...next stop will be Bedok.
 
I've stayed in bedok for nine years.  Since K2 to Sec 2.  In bedok, i usually will stay with my grandma (my mom side).  In K2, i got to know my childhood fren ANI &  she is juz lyk me.  A small & quiet gal.  Oh ya wen i was young, i mixed around with Ani and Lifen.  Lifen's mom used to teach me play MAHJONG...haha yeah its MAHJONG and at dat point of time im only pri 2.  I even learn how to knit..serious no joke.  Thanks to Lifen's mom. 
 
Well since k1, it was a weekly practice dat weekends i will go back to CLEMENTI.  Dats where my Late NEK TEH (my dad's real mom) use to stay.  Blk 428 if im not wrong level 6 or 7.  She dotes me alot..i mean totally totally alot!!!  Well i was her only grand daughter.  Every Friday or Saturday, she will travel down to my house and fetch me.  At her home she will always prepare me a box (4 blocks/box) of Cadbury chocolates.  I will den sleep with her hugging me.  I really love her...shes the only one dat loves me sooooooooooo much!!! Every morning, she will bring me to the wet market to do some grocery shopping and on the way home, she will not forget my fav MEE REBUS.  She has asthma but she will neva fail to share the MEE REBUS with me.  At her home, my two uncle will use me as weights to do deir workout.  Guess wats my weight wen i was in PRI 1?  I weigh a pathetic weight of 19kg....haha shocking huh!!! Yeah really i was only 19kg in Pri 1...no wonder im still small now...hahaha
 
Sunday comes and i have to go home.  Usually it will be my uncle dat send me home.  My NEK TEH makes it a practice to get me the box of chocolate for me to bring home and share with my BROTHER.  I missed her.  She left me in 1989 wen i was i pri 1.  She scold me only once and had neva scold me again.  She dont allow my dad to hit me or scold me.  She was my TRUE ANGEL and i lost her at an early age.  I really wish she is still alive to see me now.  I wasnt der wen she's on her death bed coz my dad wldnt allow me too.  She lived on the machine.  It was painful to see her go.  During the wake, i didnt kiss her goodbye coz my uncles and parents dont allow me too.  They scared i will be disturbed.  At nite, after the wake, we all stayed in my grandma's place and according to my PAK LONG, dat nite i woke up and walked out of the house and wen asked, i said "NEK TEH PANGGIL(calling)".  My PAK LONG read a few of  the Quran verses and i fall to sleep again.  See how much i loved her and how much she have loved me....till now she's the only special person i have.
 
My grandma's place was our meeting ground for us relatives.  Oh i really miss dos tym wen we have KENDURI or HARI RAYA...i tell you we will be bz with the KETUPAT and CHICKEN...not forgetting FIRE CRACKERS!!!!  Our main game last tym was to play POLICE AND THIEF, TEACHER TEACHER and HIDE AND SEEK.  We cousins totally cannot meet...if we do...we forget dat nite will fall!!!
 
On weekdays,we cousins attend religious class at the same place.  After the class, we will play at the playground.  We will be playing POLICE & THIEF with ANI,  her younger Bro, Faisal and our neighbourhood friends.  We will play till 10pm, wen the lights go off.  During the weekends, we will play ROUNDERS...damn it was fun.  Wen we need to hit the person..we hit hard...yeah damn hard!!! We were so evil...at the end of it we will have bumps here and der...some even have swollen back..hahaha. Not forgetting ROLLERBLADE stunts and SOCCER match.  It was a great childhood dat i have.
 
I missed bedok....it brings me alot of reminiscence.
 





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