GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!!!!  WHAT DAY IS TODAY???
 
WAT AGAIN?? FRIDAY??? IS DAT UR FINAL ANSWER??? OH YOU PEOPLE ARE SOOOOOOOOO SMART!!!!! IT'S PARTY DAY!!!!! PARTY AT ROUGE...YEAH YEAH!!!! GUERILLA STRIKES BACK!!!!!
 
Was out with my Sharifah and Nor ytd...it was a gals nite out.  Really needed dat after having alot of personal problem at home...nah its not my ANGEL.  Im in love with two tops at MANGO.  One in pink which cost $35 and the other in black dat cost $30 but too bad im in the BROKE period...haiz...bosan siak!!! Sharifah bought a mini skirt from MANGO and its gorgeous babe..totally!!! Aku dah kena ban dari memakai mini skirt yang termini skali pasal BABY aku cakap confirm expose bontot aku yang lawar nie...eh skarang dah tak eh..kau agak bleh tak? $49 ketul je beb..rugi plak eh tak beli??? Aku nie betulnye MANGO freak siak!!! haiz.... I saw the new LEVIS JEANS too...awwwwww its so nice.  Its called the SIMPLIFIED JEANS and its quite ex though.  The selling price now is $169.90..mana aku nak cari duit tu skarang!!!! ARRGGGHHHH!!!!! ishk bosan betul ar...hmm
 
Next, i have to say dis out.  BUCHUK!!! Thanks for your help with the blog template!!! (lagu gue best nggak?) anyway..tamp jauh ar babe. Aku kat woodland siak!! Herna...it has effect on me lah tapi aku tak nampak, orang  yang nampak lagipun kau da works jgn lose pape!!! Enhancement here i come!!!! Ah-min...Thanks for the help babe!!! Rdz..please stop wif the patung thingy..aku tak nak kaki aku kena calar lagi!!!!
 
I have been procastinating the whole week!!! I really have not been doing any work for the past few days...okay i'll clear the stuffs today errmmm...on second tots, who cares!!! its FRIDAY!!!
 
Tomorrow i'll be to marina bay for FIREWORKS den to ZOUK coz i have free passes for the DJ QUEST!!!! WOOHOOOOOOO!!!!! PARTY TIME!!!!!

It was a lonely nite yesterday.  My BABY doze off without inviting me to his DREAMLAND..*sobs*
 
I had a peaceful sleep dat i dont wish to wake up dis morning.  My dad packed me Mee Goreng and i grabbed a packet of Soya Bean Milk along the way to the mrt.  My BABY have been complaining dat im losing my butt..damn!!!  I was on dis Freaking Diet Obsession for the past few months.  I noticed i have lose a few kilos and a few inches around my BUTT & BREAST!!!!  IM LOSING MY ASSET!!!!!!!!!!! Okay WID!!!! chill..relax...breathe in....breathe out......ARRRGGGGHHH!!!!!!
 
I think i'll go for BUST ENHANCEMENT *winks* is der any BUTT ENHANCEMENT around??? HeLLoooooo!!!! Anyone here my rants???? nah...im not interested in all dis craps..im happy to be me though...*smiles*
 
Was telling my BABY dat as of today onwards..i'll eat wateva i feel lyk grubbing...TO HELL WITH FAT!!! (mcm betul je aku nie...sampai masa same jugak alasan aku)  If im broke and i want to eat..i'll use my wedding saving.....i can always top it up some other days...*grins*
 
So FOOD here i come!!!!!

 

p/s:  I MISS TARIAN TOO!!!!! *sniffs*

I had a great birthday celebration yesterday!!!  Below are the gifts given to me by my BABY, Buddies and Department.  I love it..yes!!! YESS!!!! YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! The Mango Top is so sexy i could see my boobs from the hole...I cldnt take my eyes off the Barbie Doll...I cldnt stop drooling over the pictures of boobs sizes on my Tequilla Shot Glass and the bag, OMG ssooooooo cute...!!!! Awwwww...
 
Met my ANGEL after work for dinner at Banquet and we chilled out at his homey.  I had fun with my camera phone, taking candid pictures of my BABY..he is so funny!!! His pictures makes me laugh and giggle the nite away.  I would want to post the pics..only if he allows but tooooo bad he dont!!!  I can have it all to myself..hehe
 
I took some photos of my ANGEL's Tattoo..im soooo jealous coz im not allowed to have any. *sniffs* Nah..its not my Papi and Mami...its my BABY!!! (pantang ar beb...haiz) Im sooooooo not happy about it but its okay...maybe after marriage k dear?? *winks*  I am still contemplating about piercing my naval and my tongue...*tots*
 
Btw ytd nite, i took a lift with dis guy whom looked kinda shag.  I understand..returning from work at 10+pm, its damn sianz.  So the lift came, i went in first followed by him.  I pressed the 13th button coz im staying at the 13th floor..guess which button he pressed?  If you guess its 2nd...YOU ARE HELL RITE!!!!  Brother....which floor do you think we are from?? BASEMENT 2????? WTF..u can climb up the 16 steps and reach level 2...*pengz*
 

 
Okay wen i wake up today...i feel soooo me!!! i mean a new me..(maklumlah da tua stahun) haha.  Wished my BABY the normal morning wishes and i even included dis "I feel a yr older..haha!! Tetap Jambu, Tetap Cute, Tetap Kecik, Tetap Adorable dan Tetap Attractive! Haha ;p" (masuk bakul pikul sendiri pe...hehe) guess wat he replied.... Baby -"N Tetap Mine ;p" mcm nak pengsan aku baca...trus senyum lebar aku, sampai nak terjatuh gigi2 aku smua...!!!!
 
Todae lyk normal nothing to be do..Oracle is still close..so here i go procastinate again...

1. One thing I miss about school is

::.. The fun and happiness I obtained

2. I would be lying if I say that I do not

::.. Love my hubby to be

3. A song that makes me weep
 
::.. None actually..i weep wen im sad

4. I would blush when

::.. Im shy which I seldom do hmm
 
5. The last tym I cried was because
 
::.. I was uncertained and confused
 
6. I would like to remembered as
 
::.. The gal with big butt dat bring happiness to her loved ones

7. The song you love most and how does it relate to you?

::.. So Confuse by 2 Play & Raghav!! ts juz so me wen im confused..*winks*

8. Describe yourself in 22 words
 
::.. I'm small, petite gal dat loves to talk, party, be wacky, zany and emotionally attached to everything and everyone precious to me.
 
9. When are you most beautiful?
 
::.. All the tym..hahaha (masuk bakul pikul sendiri siak) I guess wen I wake up in the morning.
 
10. Which one would you be attracted to? An average looking chap who open doors for you or a gorgeous dude who winks at you?
 
::.. Im attracted to people who loves me and makes me happy..looks don’t really matter but I love boyish looking guy..it makes me wet!

11. Your ideal life partner?
 
::.. Someone loving, sweet, humble, caring, zany, wacky, everything lyk my FAZLY
 
12. One most meanest thing you ever done to someone?
 
::.. Tell some bitch straight to the face dat she has depression and she needs counselling. I don’t pity her at all!! Screw her all I care!!
 
13. Describe one thing you really hate to do?
 
::.. Going to work *winks*

14. What is the one thing people failed to know about you

::.. Dat I am a caring, no snob person.

15. What is the most common stereotype thinking people have on you

::.. Snobbish Bitch

16. What is your one hidden talent?

::.. Creative Ideas for Events and Celebrations

17. What are the things that make you go "yeah whateverrrrr!"
 
::.. When that person is a www.com (worldwide world.com)
 
18. What is the toughest decision you ever made?

::.. To choose between a friend and a lover.

19. What irritates you to the core?

::.. Irritating, idiotic fools.

20. If you could turn back time, what would you want to do today?

::.. I want to be a teacher and a freelance Malay Dance Choreographer.
 
21. Your overused phrase?

::.. Something like dat lah

22. What does your 22nd birthday means to you?

::.. One year older, one year wiser..bitchier den eva..be 100% kinkier..

Dis is a tribute from Rdz...22 qstns on my 22nd Birthday...i cant upload the picts of my gifts into the blog..dont know why.  I'll figure it out tomorrow coz im very very very lazy to do it now...bye...!!!

Finally im finishing the story about the days of my life...okay i can hear you people sighing in relief..hehe
 
First i wan to say thanks to my ANGEL for counting down the hours to my b'day.  To all who have given me b'day wishes and gifts, im very pleased and touched.  Thank you pepz and i love you all... *grins*
 
Now back to the story...ITE >>>>>>
 
I joined in Bishan ITE in July 1999, few days to my birthday.  The first day was fun and hilarious coz u get to see all sort of weird and funny students.  Y i say dey funny and weird..well try to imagine dis.....Wearing the uniform with bow tie black socks..i repeat again..BLACK SOCKS with COURT SHOES...Black socks with court shoes...some u can see deir bitchiness from the moment dey step into the skool.  U can see dem with skirts ala miniskirts, top ala bodysuit but actually its our uniform...How do dey breath in dat kinda clothes??? *tots*
 
1st year was fun..i was in Secretarial course (Business Studies) so our main core subject will be Shorthand.  I have great frens lyk Rdz, Mam, Whyne and Brat.  We are the FUGEES..dont kno why we call ourselves dat..hehe  My days in ITE was a fun one.  Everyday we will laugh our ass off..I love to bully & Hantam Kak Ram but its for fun and she always join in the fun..she is my brother's age which is 25 now.  Der was once we bullied her till she breakdown & cry...oh we are so mean..instead of consolling her..haaha..we bullied her more till her tears change to laughter...!!!!
 
Den in 1st year, we have a "soft guy" whom we call Kak Jun.  He is a pervert boy...he will peek into the class wen we gals are changing our clothes..(maklumlah malas nak gi toilet yang kat sblah klass)..well he kinda lyk gal stuffs...lyk magazines, bra and so on..but he is a nice guy no doubt about dat.
 
I was an active malay dancer in skool.  Malay dance troup was great!!!  Our biggest performance was at Suntec City and i dont remember wat event it was.  I love the "AKSI AKSI" Dance..its a Java dance with butt stucking out..yeah it was bitchy but sexy.
 
2nd year, we classmates were separated.  We were stratified according to our shorthand results. My 2nd year class was awesome too!!! With Lynn, Yan, Wan, Ina and a few others...we neva ran out of jokes and not forgetting stress....
 
I have weird teachers lyk Mr Tan teaching me Word Processing (Mic Off), Mrs Ng (Sec. Admin), Mr Foong (Principal Mgmt). These 3 teachers are the weirdest teacher i eva had.  Everything abt Bishan is great...Makcik Canteen, Pe lessons (Sports & Games), Malay Dance Practice and all the frens i have gained.  I miss skool alot and the reminiscence of it will neva fade.  Memories which will accompany me to my grave...Skool Life!!!

I've been procastinating the whole morning and still am.  Well dis is my lunchie..(Wargix..a tribute to you...I'M LOVING IT!!)  Well as i knoe dis burger cost $1.95 but to my astonishment its not..it cost $3.40..the adverts in the paper is soooooo misleading. (Aku da broke nie!! padahal baru gaji..haiz!!)



Well u see..i still have an apple to finish up.  I got to eat it today coz i've been keeping it in my drawer since last week.  Its not dat i didnt want to eat it, its juz dat i keep forgetting to eat it...(mampus..makan pun bleh luper eh?)
 
Okaylah..i'll start my story telling about my life.  I've covered almost all..actually dis is the last topic.
 
Primary...
 
I was a small, petite, very quiet and hairless gal...haha (my hair was very fine den and look hairless).  I am an active young gal but do not like to interact other den my classmates.  I was in FENGSHAN PRIMARY SCHOOL.  From Pri 1 to Pri 4, i was in the second class (1/2, 2/2 and so on).  I love to sing and were always selected for the yearly individual level choir performance.  Back den, i was so scared of our skool Dentist coz she's so fierce.  Most of the kids dat left her room, will cry.  Wen i was in pri 1, i had a toothache and needs to pull out e tooth.  My teacher Mdm Lim, instructed me to go visit the dentist.  I was so scared dat i sat at the staircase and cried. There was dis senior dat approached me and she accompanied me to e dentist.  Well its not dat bad after all.  Mdm Lim was a very strict teacher.  All of us were scared of her esp. wen we have spelling.  We try our very best to memorise every single word coz if u make a mistake, u will be caned & e caning was very painful.  She will tie up 3 wooden rulers and hit u on ur palm as hard as she can.  Well, last tym its not wrong to cane a student unlike now.  In pri 4, Ms Rozila was my teacher.  She is so lo-soh..(alamak kalah ustazah kau tau...!!!). We mischievious student of hers called her Gorilla instead of rozila..haha so childish.  Actually she's a very nice person no doubt abt dat.  In pri 5, i had a great teacher..eventho she taught us for about 9mths before she's off for maternity leave, she left us great motivation.  She will always have a court lesson.  She will be the judge, someone will be the accused & the rest u know lah huh..same court scenario.  She encouraged us to be creative in obtaining the evidence.  Pri 6, i was mischievious..oops not me alone..e whole class.  Everyday our class will be sent to the principal office for dont know wat reason.  My teacher was Mrs Chee.  Everyday after school, she will be having her lunch and weneva we see her, we say.."Mrs Chee bye!!! Mrs Chee bye!! (get it? haha)"
 
During recess time, we gals loves to play "zero-point or  ye-ye", five stones or war wif the guys.  Yeah!!! we were arch rivals.  You will see us quarrelling in the school compound almost everyday!!!  It ended wen my malay teacher, Mr Mazlan gathered the two groups for a Malay Dance Performance.
 
Secondary...
 
I dont know why i am so playful and mischievious in dis skool.  I was posted to BEDOK NORTH SEC SCH.  I was in the express stream but attitude worst den normal tech stream (nie cikgu slalu ckp..aku iyekan je).  Sec 1, i was caught cheating in class..duh wat was i thinking..hmm other den dat..im cool beb...hehe
 
Sec 2, too many cases..all the childish stupid acts..first was gangsterism..(biasalah tgh in pe tym tu), second was smoking n the rest were stupid acts..haiz knape lah aku nakal sangat?
 
Sec 3, gone case..the skool is lyk my own.  I come to school at anytime i like and leave anytym i wish..no joke im serious.  No major cases except for skipping remedial and i hate the teacher...haiz.. the surprising thing is...i was the monitress..haha
 
Sec 4, no more stupid acts...only problem with me dat tym was..irregular attendance.
 
Wen i was in sec 2, i have a mad teacher..Miss Chia.  She teach me geography.  Trust me, u will *lyk* her coz weneva u have a class test or an exam, she will tell u the answers to the qstns in the paper.  She will discuss with u the qstns and write the ans on the board and so we the smart alec will copy the ans and pass it arnd the class.  Der was once i quarrelled wif her.  Well actually i did ntg wrong. She gave us a surprise test.  While i was doin it, she came up to me and started scolding me "Cant u juz do ur paper?", i was stunted so i said "Teacher, r u blind? I m doin e paper..".  Skali she ask me to leave class coz she say i dont 1 to do e paper..WTF!!! okay so i left class but she didnt stop...she goes on and on and on. So i scold her the Perfect Finger!!! If not for my Bimbo Science Teacher, i guess i wld have mention the work F#?* You lah!!  In sec 2, i was caught smoking and subsequently, every year i was caught..dammit!!!
 
Sec 3, i had Mr Raymond Tan as a teacher.  He teached us english. I lyk e *way* he teach coz he only give us worksheet and dats it.  He is a colourful teacher..haha.  He will match his pink shirt wif pink socks, yellow shirt and yellow socks...juz like MR BEAN..hehe.  We love to agitate him coz he will sent the whole class down to the assemly area and he will stay at level four(whr my class is), isnt dat great...he is so dumb..hmm.  My class will den redirect ourselves to the canteen as the staircase from our class lead us straight to the canteen. Mr Tan..WTF were u thinking.
 
Sec 4 i have toned down alot.  I love Ms Catherine Loo.  She was my History Teacher and she's Zany and Wacky!!!!  I love her shoes coz its always unique...i love her wackiness and i love her!!!  Der was once i tell her.."Ms Loo, i think u need psychiatric help..". Guess wat she say...? She say dat she will go and find one...she juz wldnt be angry..she made us love her more and more.  I did take a pic wif her and she didnt take it seriously...her pose is so cute and funny...Oh Miss Loo..u are the best!!!
 
I'll talk about ITE tomorrow...c ya!!!

Well i had the most wonderful weekend.  Went over my ANGEL place around 1+pm.  Cooked for him NASI LEMAK...yeah its nice(sampai tambah2 tau!!!)
 
As promised..he present me with the Drum & Bass Birthday Set.  Yeah its DJ FAZZ...it was damn good!!! With my fav song..MORNING LITE, READY OR NOT & another song which i dont know the title but i named it KIAT SONG..hahaha
 
My BABY was so sweet...awwwwwwwwww!!!!!  After he spinned the last song, he gave me a surprise birthday gift!!!  I was so touched..dumbfounded (betul ke word aku nie?? klah wateva..)  I will post the picts of  the gifts dat he gave me tomorrow...
 
Weneva der is drum & bass, we guys will be der so as per normal we will go for a drink at the nearest coffee shop.  For last saturday, the event were held at Phuture (Zouk).  After meeting the peps..we head down to Zion Road Coffeeshop...(tempat biaselah beb).  I was surprised dat i was not drunk or tipsy after a few bottles..but the last glass which i have to bottoms up, it really hit my brain...hehe
 


see dis bottles...its not the end yet..its only the beginning.  I didnt manage to snap the picts of the mascots as we re-enter late.  The event was okay..not really the fullest but its acceptable.
 
I have uploaded the picts from Sessions At Lola and oso the session at Zion Road.  Nex stop will be Club Rouge for the return of GUERILLAS!!!
 
On sunday..my BABY brought me out on his bike and juz ride around singapore...
Seriously, i am sick and tired of the views along expressway.  I was complaining to him dat it has been a long time we last ride the old normal roads...so he brought me riding.  We passed by most of the places we use to hang out.  It bring me sweet memories and a bit of the bad but i dont care about the bad coz the good things overrides all...i really love him and i cant wait for my trip to KL..we will have all the quality time to ourselves. (",)

20mins time im going off from dis cold mortuary...yeah my workplace..Its sooooooooo cooollllldddd...grrrr
 
Tomorrow's plan will be to Phuture for another round of drum & bass.  If you think its the hot babe DJ RAP..den ur wrong..tomorrow will be Session With Spectrum!!!  I cant wait to see the two mascots dey have promised to bring up...i'll take a pic of dem if im not bz swaying to the beats..hehe.
 
Okay..i'll skip the story abt school life experience for now and jump to working life first coz der are alot to cover abt skool.
 
I started working in 2001 in UOB Bank PL for only 6mths before i was retrenched...DAMMIT!!!
Dat place are full of Tai Tai and cool wacky teenagers lyk me *winks*
 
I was posted into the LOANS ADMIN DEPT (Cars).  My roles are to clear millions and zillions of cheques (okay im exaggerating) dat keep coming in thru our internal mail, everyday 24-7.  We will do loan disbursement, cheques code entry, banking in of cheques and cash.  Talking about cash..wen dey do a settlement of a loan by cash, we will have to bank in deir cash first at the banking hall ( which will be at the next building) before giving dem the log card.  The best part is..only me..yes i repeat it again..ONLY ME with the thousands of $$$$ will travel to the banking hall...oh yah with the owner oso of coz...(kalau kena rompak...sabar je!!). Working der was stressful but with dos ppl around...u love the stress more!!!
 
After i was retrenched, I work in a Hand Made Praline Company...and i grow really FAT...yeah yeah FAT CLUB...!!!!  I was so pampered by my boss and directing manager. Not forgetting the chocolate packers...dey loved me so much dat dey stuffed me up with all kinda chocolate everyday....im serious!! The bakery side, der was dis lady dat is my Ah ka Liao...everything she bake...she will leave some for me...(macam mana tak gemok??)  I was working as a sales coordinator cum secretary to my boss.  I will have to pack samples of food for my sales dept at tyms.  So i will always help myself to the HARRY LONDON chocolates and not forgetting the dragees.  I left the job to get new experience as a.......
 
FRONT OFFICE ASSISTANT in Century Roxy Park Hotel.  I worked der for a year and i enjoyed the job!!!  I was required to serve shift and i did.  The people down der are lyk me...even my bestfren is working der.  I love meeting the guest.  Japanese guest are so cute.  The way dey talk..u juz want to giggle and smile..a wide smile.  The place was too far for me and so i left dat job and work in Checkpoint (Woodlands) for a short while as a Patient Service Agent. 
 
Now im working in AMERICAN EAGLE TANKERS part of MISC KL as a receptionist cum admin assistant.  Actually kan recept aje tapi diorang nie da buat aku macam personal assistant tau...but im cool...im finishing my contract in 3mths time.  Im not sure whether will i be extended but i love dis plce...its great!!! okay im knocking off now...TA TA!!!

Wow wat a hectic tensed morning i had today...Well was on MC yesterday as my tummy was giving me way alot of problem.  I guess its becoz of my daily habit of skipping breakfast and lunch.. (nak kurus lah...)

Oh as i was saying...it was a hectic, tensed morning..coz the big shots from MISC KL is here.  Well Datok Ali passed away about a mth+  ago and so today is the Latest Datok..(mcm fashion accessory plak aku ckp...hehe)  Well he's not cute and short lyk Datok Ali, he's the opposite of him.  Dont know his name as yet.

Okay since i did not update yesterday..i shall continue today and will cut it short as im running out of tym to write out my life experiences and reminiscence.

Woodlands (Admiralty)...well i dont really like dis place coz its not as fun as the east side estate.  Maybe im being bias but its unavoidable. You see, i grow up and lived my life in the eastern part of Singapore and 99% of my frens are in the eastern area...well, i cant do anything about dat rite?

I may not lyk woodlands but staying here make me grow more mature.  Unexpected things always happen after i shifted here.  Its not only the bad things but also the good things.  If i didnt shift here, i wouldnt get to know the acquantances whch lead me to my ANGEL and i wldnt be engaged now.  I mite still be fooling and bitching around with the circle of guys which juz cant get enuf of me...(masuk bakul pikul sendiri siak!!!)

Well to think back..its not so bad after all.  I dont mix around with the ppl in my neighbourhood coz to me dey are backdated.  I find dat woodlands trends and mindset are exactly like Tampines before it matures & bloom to a Busy Estate and maybe woodlands will be lyk tampines.  I guess it will be but by dat tym i would have married and moved to another inmature estate. hmm...i guess im born to adapt to dis kinda life...

Btw i bought a new handphone but its not Nokia 6170 coz dat hp is not out yet.  I managed to get myself the previous desired handphone which is Nokia 3660.  I am really sick yesterday but wen i got the phone...everything cures...ohhhhh dis hp is my medicine!!!

Im sad too wanna know why??  I have to trade in my ANGEL handphone Nokia 8850.  Its not mine but den i have grown accustomed to the handphone..wen i wake up in the morning, dats the first thing i will look at and touch.  Wen i slp at nite, dat will be the last thing i look and touch.  Yesterday i cldnt sleep coz i feel the emptiness in my room.  Feel so lost...missing dat handphone... :(

my deepest desire other den 3660
wIwId

Audit have not started or maybe it has but i didnt realise.  Dey have not come to me so who cares rite??

Next stop will be TAMPINES!!!!

I stayed in Tampines for 5 years.  I completed my school life in tampines.  Der i have alot of frens...well dat dont mean i dont have alot of fren in bedok...its juz dat my teenage life was spent in tampines.  Since young, i mixed around with guys...gals are troublesome coz u need to please dem and if you dont dey will start to gossip abt u...im a gal and will still be a gal..

In Tampines..i always hangout at PONDOK.  Well i used to smoke but no longer.  Everyday after school i will hangout with the guys at Pondok...we will smoke, play games, chat and chill at coffeeshop. (mcm jantan aku eh?)  Dis ppl really filled up my life.  I learnt the true meaning of frendship and brotherhood among frens.

We are always der for each other.  To be frank after sometym staying der...i was the only gal left in the group derfore i was treated lyk a princess.  Dey are pros and cons hanging with dis guys, u mixed with the wrong one, u will take drugs and watsoeva..but luckily i have my group of good buddies which will brush dis kinda ppl of my back...

Dey will advise me about being caution with guys (maklumlah tym tu ashik tukar bf je), relationships and frens.  Dey will play soccer and i will be the referree...wen dey play Sepak takraw, i will be the umpire...wen dey fite dey will shelter me.  Dis guys are great frens.  Dey listen to me and dey really changed for the better.  Wen dey got into fite or accidents, dey wont tell me coz dey dont want me to worry but hei u guys are my buddies remember??

Der was once i fall out of love and was very depressed..dis guys tried deir very best to make me happy.  We will call me at 2am and say eh wid lets chill at pondok ...der i go sneak out of house and chill with dem.  We will smoke, drink and play poker card.  We will hangout till 4am and dat was our routine everynite till i shifted out.  I miss the tym whr dey will all disperse and run lyk mad wen a police car were seen..hahaha it was funny..well dey played soccer at multipurpose hall which dey are not allowed to and used the dustbin as goal post..serve dem rite..haha. Oh ya!!! der was once dey were caught red handed by CID on patrol...deir face kanchong lyk mad sia!!! The CID say "Oh tong sampah nie GOALPOST korang eh?  Skolah mana korang pergi nie?? Pandai eh??" translation.."oh the dustbin is the goalpost huh? which school u all from?? So clever huh?"

Hai setan2...dis ppl always full of craps...i even followed dem to blind dates...im deir accomplice..pity dat gal...noty2 ar guys!!!  Gosh i really missed dos mischievious acts we do...

Another thing about tampines..you juz wont get bored of dat place.  Whereva u go, u will see ur fren around.  Wateva u do..u dont seem to get sianz of the place.  I love tampines...i miss my frens but i dont know where dey are now.  I really wish dem the very best and dey will always be in my small heart...

Hi pepz...Gloomy morning it is.
 
It has been raining since five+ in the morning and how i wish Wednesday have changed to Saturday...i wish!!!  Today, my dept will be undergoing an internal audit done by our QMR Mgr.  I'll be bz after lunch tym so mite not have time to chat on yahoo and msn....DAMN!!!
 
Yesterday ended fine...ya didnt meet my ANGEL.  Hoping to end the day soon so i'll be able to meet him for dinner.
 
Anyway i'll continue my story about my life...next stop will be Bedok.
 
I've stayed in bedok for nine years.  Since K2 to Sec 2.  In bedok, i usually will stay with my grandma (my mom side).  In K2, i got to know my childhood fren ANI &  she is juz lyk me.  A small & quiet gal.  Oh ya wen i was young, i mixed around with Ani and Lifen.  Lifen's mom used to teach me play MAHJONG...haha yeah its MAHJONG and at dat point of time im only pri 2.  I even learn how to knit..serious no joke.  Thanks to Lifen's mom. 
 
Well since k1, it was a weekly practice dat weekends i will go back to CLEMENTI.  Dats where my Late NEK TEH (my dad's real mom) use to stay.  Blk 428 if im not wrong level 6 or 7.  She dotes me alot..i mean totally totally alot!!!  Well i was her only grand daughter.  Every Friday or Saturday, she will travel down to my house and fetch me.  At her home she will always prepare me a box (4 blocks/box) of Cadbury chocolates.  I will den sleep with her hugging me.  I really love her...shes the only one dat loves me sooooooooooo much!!! Every morning, she will bring me to the wet market to do some grocery shopping and on the way home, she will not forget my fav MEE REBUS.  She has asthma but she will neva fail to share the MEE REBUS with me.  At her home, my two uncle will use me as weights to do deir workout.  Guess wats my weight wen i was in PRI 1?  I weigh a pathetic weight of 19kg....haha shocking huh!!! Yeah really i was only 19kg in Pri 1...no wonder im still small now...hahaha
 
Sunday comes and i have to go home.  Usually it will be my uncle dat send me home.  My NEK TEH makes it a practice to get me the box of chocolate for me to bring home and share with my BROTHER.  I missed her.  She left me in 1989 wen i was i pri 1.  She scold me only once and had neva scold me again.  She dont allow my dad to hit me or scold me.  She was my TRUE ANGEL and i lost her at an early age.  I really wish she is still alive to see me now.  I wasnt der wen she's on her death bed coz my dad wldnt allow me too.  She lived on the machine.  It was painful to see her go.  During the wake, i didnt kiss her goodbye coz my uncles and parents dont allow me too.  They scared i will be disturbed.  At nite, after the wake, we all stayed in my grandma's place and according to my PAK LONG, dat nite i woke up and walked out of the house and wen asked, i said "NEK TEH PANGGIL(calling)".  My PAK LONG read a few of  the Quran verses and i fall to sleep again.  See how much i loved her and how much she have loved me....till now she's the only special person i have.
 
My grandma's place was our meeting ground for us relatives.  Oh i really miss dos tym wen we have KENDURI or HARI RAYA...i tell you we will be bz with the KETUPAT and CHICKEN...not forgetting FIRE CRACKERS!!!!  Our main game last tym was to play POLICE AND THIEF, TEACHER TEACHER and HIDE AND SEEK.  We cousins totally cannot meet...if we do...we forget dat nite will fall!!!
 
On weekdays,we cousins attend religious class at the same place.  After the class, we will play at the playground.  We will be playing POLICE & THIEF with ANI,  her younger Bro, Faisal and our neighbourhood friends.  We will play till 10pm, wen the lights go off.  During the weekends, we will play ROUNDERS...damn it was fun.  Wen we need to hit the person..we hit hard...yeah damn hard!!! We were so evil...at the end of it we will have bumps here and der...some even have swollen back..hahaha. Not forgetting ROLLERBLADE stunts and SOCCER match.  It was a great childhood dat i have.
 
I missed bedok....it brings me alot of reminiscence.
 

Im so free now...okay before i start my Internal Audit Refresh Briefing later at 1430hrs.  At the same tym, we will be celebrating Lyn's Old Age Day(Birthday).
 
Lyk i have promised, i will be blogging about my life...who wish to know me more read on..and if u find it boring den its ur prob pepz...if it dont interest you, well juz hop blog in after 27th July okay...seriously i dont wish to bore u guys but i juz feel lyk doing so...sorry pepz...hehe
 
Well here it goes...
 
I was born in 27th July 1982 at 1200hrs (sebab tu degil nak mampus..err tu yang mak aku kata lah), in Kandang Kerbau Hospital.  I was den brought back to my homey in hougang, lorong ah soo, blk 116, level 7.  I stayed der for 6 solid years.
 
I am a very quiet gal and seldom smile back den.  My only neighbour fren at level 7 back den was an indian boy.  His uncle really have temperamental problem.  Well i dont blame him coz he work on the nite shift and b4 he tucked into bed the nex day, he will always drink his alcohol first.  My parents work at dat point of tym requires dem to work on shifts so if dey both are working, my bro and i will be left at Nenek Joyah (old skool kan nama) place at level 6 but if dey aren't working i will be at home.
 
Der was dis incident UNCLE (my neighbour) and my dad quarrel.  Want to know why?? Well uncle says dat someone from my house keep slamming our main door which in real fact, all of us were taking our noon nap...my dad was so unhappy....hmmz dat is one of the reason why we left hougang..
 
So as i was saying..wen my parents work, Nek Joyah will take care of my bro and me.  I will go to school in the morning, where in school (K1) last tym i learn chinese...really serious, no joke!!!!  I had my first childhood lover in kindergarten (kecik2 da gatal eh..haha), if im not wrong his name was Khairul or Shahrul..smthing lyk dat lah...He will always wait for me and go home together...of coz with Nek Joyah also lah...
 
Nek Joyah family pamper us alot...Kak Shidah (her 3rd child), will always play Masak Masak (cooking tym) with me...before we start playing, we will always go to the Pasar (market).  Guess where?? It will be at the doorstep of Nek Joyah's house..haha.  Kak Shida and me will arrange the toy fish and vege exactly lyk wat u see in the market...haha its so cute...wen i go to the Pasar, dis wat i will say in malay,"Aunty, ini ikan kasi satu kilo, sayur satu ringgit". It means fish one kilo, vege $1.
 
Den Kak Shida and I will go home and cook...Kak Shidah and I will pretend dat we are neighbours so we will exchange dishes..haha practicing good relationship wif neighbours.  Nek Joyah eldest daughter, which i have forgotten her name, will teach me religious lesson.  She loves to dress me up and will always put the Malay Headgear (scarf) in all kind of fashion and style....Der was once me and bro was chased after a wild boar...guess where??? In CHARLTON PRIMARY (my bro's skool)...i dont think dat skool exist anymore.  It was scary...but fun..
 
But it ended wen i shifted down to bedok...i'll blog tomorrow about bedok okay...gtg now..chasing after my meeting..byes!!!

Well didnt really have a good sleep yesterday and am feeling very sleepy now.  Yesterday's episode of friends was sad but still hilarious.  Still with deir blatant actions and jokes...dey were awesome.
 
I was thinking about my life yesterday.  My birthday is in a week tym as of today..yeah it on this cmg 27th July..well another year older another year wiser...I think i will make a tribute to myself about my life eversince i was born till i reach dis age of 22.  I think i will start by places i stay, Hougang, Bedok, Tampines and Woodlands, followed by my school life and finally my working life.  Maybe i will include the life of being engaged if i can make it on tym for 27th july excluding weekends.
 
Okay i will write up later in the afternoon...btw i had a shocking morning..someone complimented me pretty..someone dat i dont know, a total stranger.  Its a woman though.  I suspect she muz be a lesbian..haha but wateva it is thanks for the compliment and nex time dont comment in public..it is sweet but kinda embarassing and uneasy coz ppl are looking and dos bimbos giving u dat leery look..not a way to start a morning...anyway nice of you beb, whoeva u are...I KNOW IM PRETTY..HAHAHA (perasan plak aku nie!!!)

Im very very very very very bored....!!!!
 
Der are work to do but very limited..cant find my chatty clans online.  My Baby very bz...im tired of the net and im tired of games.
 
UrrGGGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so bored..juz as i tot i wld leave on the dot, i will have to wait for the DHL guy to come and collect e Junior Box.  So sianz but LL i tulan liaoz..wateva it is i have to stay....
 
10mins left hmmz...wat shld i do now???

Saturday was the best drum and bass gig i ever attend to...DJ RAP, you are simply FANTABULOUS!!! Lights up for DJ RAP!!!!!  She have made WE WOMEN PROUD...HAIL DJ RAP!!!
 
Sunday was a cool and totally mind soothing day.  I met my BABY for a sumptious lunch at Jurong Point.  We went window shopping for handphones..my baby desires for Nokia 6600.  We did find a few good bargain but den some things juz dont permits him to get the phone now.  Somehow or rather i got a feeling he will be getting it by end of this month...hmm *thinking*
 
We den head down to WEST COAST and we were totally shocked to see its major changes.  The place is crowded coz its sunday.  It muz have been ages since we last step our feet der.  From no McDonalds till der is one...hahaha...!!! We were so shocked dat we couldnt stop laughing at each other reactions.  I really miss dos days whr we alwaes hangout der to chat and enjoy the scenery at the same time.  Last tym dat place is always windy and cold so my BABY will alwaes say "Dear, where's the remote? Can you switch off the aircon??" haha he's so cute.
 
We had a good conversation about the past, present and future.  I really enjoy dat..really!!!
 
Btw i cant wait for the launch of NOKIA 6710...i am 100% sure i'll be getting dat phone.  Im going crazy waiting it to be lauched!!!! Handphone!!! Handphone!!! Handphone!!!! *wacky*
 
Today, in the office, there are a few important ppl from MISC(KL).  So everyone is kinda quiet and hardworking..common guys dont pretend.  Lyk normal i skipped lunch again..now im extremely hungry...dat i can eat my BABY up...hehe

I Miss....

Finally its friday...you cldnt imagine wat screwed up early dis morning... 

Trident wldnt issue my tickets coz as per deir finance dept, we are way over our credit limit.  W/o hesitation, i went to qstn my gf in finance dep abt dis...thnks to her rants and complains it get thru my Fin Mgr.  My Fin Mgr is so cute...she threatens Trident in such a humble way...hahaha

Trident juz called me saying tickets can be issued and its deir fault to overlook the pymts dat have been made bt actually we have not..hahaha 

Well wat do u expect..each single trip to shipyard in Lisnave or El Feerol cost about 9+k...imagine 5-7 of dem travelling at the same time...no doubt our credit limit exceeds.  Not forgetting dos peps dat travels to houston, manila, kl, istanbul, india and korea...wow travel agency do make alot of money babe!!!

Btw i miss school...i miss projects, frens, teachers, exams, lectures...i miss the food, sports, stress, pressure and everything about it... 

I miss shopping too...the shoes, bags, tops, skirts, pants, mules, slippers, sandals, hair accessories...URRGGGHHHH!!!!! I have to sacrifice all these for now as im saving for my WEDDING!!!! Yeah im getting married....err not dis year but shld be next year if plans goes smoothly....

I miss my BABY too......*sniffs* 

Anyway Rdz...im missing you too..shld be online, dont care abt dos irritating ppl dats avoiding u, Izan...wen ur in singapore..i'll show you dos plces, BABY...have a good good rest and im glad ur pleased with the presentation...Reina...chill out...dont let ur pmsy gets over u...Sabbie, ur hair is perfectly fine...

Okay im goin back to my pile of work...have a great weekend babes...Im partying at PHUTURE tomorrow..DJ RAP "Queen of Drum & Bass" is in the house....!!!

Finally...
I've been doing up the new layout the whole day...now i got alot of work piled up on my desk...*sighz*

Im satisfied for now..but i think der is still room for improvement...did not see rdz online today...and eza, our appt is ytd not today...too late BELO!!!!

Okay, shall go back to work before my erjie come screaming at me...

Mind Me To Be Blatant...
In any second now, I would explode!!!

Dey have cause me to be wrath and deir attitude are damn repugnant. Wat the fuck is dis AGENT doin?? Yesterday, i have stayed back coz dat booking is urgent!!! First dey were reluctant to take my booking den made empty promises...Dey are DAFT!!!

Im sorry if im to them im earnest, I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!! Dey have been giving me problem from DAY 1. Dis jerk promised me dat the itinerary will be in latest by 1830hrs yesterday. Dammit i rushed to work juz to attend to this important job and guess wat..I have not received it!!! Now dey are avoiding my calls...wat kinda CUSTOMER RELATION is dis...i give dem a big fat bold F...which means FUCKING FAILURE!! Im not sorry to rebuke at dem and i will never be...i will make sure dey have a hard time with me...i make sure dey get HEART FAILURE!!!

Oh you guys need to improve. I wonder how many other people have been incensed by dis AGENT..!!

If im being emotional, i would deftly sedate dem, rupture deir skin and minced it...eradicate dem from dis world....*sighz*

Dats a relief...anyway today is my 1st Year Anniversary...!! I was happy wen my BABY msg me "Good morning dr, Happy 1st anniversary..I luv u so much"...sweet rite?? rite...rite???
I know you juz wanna go AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.....hahaha

I LUV YOU TOO BABY!!!!! HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!! ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR IPPT!!!

Art Mind
Its so quite now in the office..everyone's out for lunch. Here i am, sitting in my comfy chair, facing the computer at the same time thinking of more creative and sweet ways to modify my Powerpoint Presentation. Well its not for work...its for my ANGEL!!

Its our 1st Year Anniversary tomorrow!!! Well...I didnt know we manage to get dis far..hahaha

I've been working on dis presentation for almost 3mths and im still not satisfied with it. I think der are still alot of things to add and subtract. Okay dis slide show consist of us from start..i mean from day 1 i know him till now...full of love quotes, birtday quotes, sweet & sad memories and not forgetting photos. At tyms i find dat its kinda mushy..but who cares..we need to be MUSHY at tyms to get the fire burning.

Paiseh lah...but nevermind i'll be thick skin..hope he wont laugh at it....

Simply Impeccable

Friday, 09 July 2004 1830hrs

Wen down to raffles place to get a slipper but luck wasnt on my side, der is no stock available for the size i require. Despaired, i make my way down to One Fullerton where i'll be meeting my ANGEL. It has been quite sometym since i last visited One Fullerton and hangout at the MERLION. Well the place didnt change much. As it was friday, the place was crowded with tourist. I was der around 7pm. While i was enjoying the sceneric view at my usual place, came a group of indian guys and start to do deir bollywood poses for picture taking. Out of so many places, i wonder why muz dey take a picture at the dustbin?? Dustbin is more interesting den the Merlion i guess..hahaha den came a lady and her family. I suppose she's celebrating her graduation day, its nice to see her in the outfit. She left after taking a few pictures....few mins later i saw her graduating hat floating in the sea..hahaha. She should listen to her mom wen she say "Gal dont pose to near to the sea, later ur hat fly off"...hahaha
About 10 mins before i met my ANGEL, i shifted to another spot and i regret it coz der were a group of indonesians. They are extremely ROWDY & BRASSY. Deir attitude disgust me. At dat point of time..i was really hoping my BABY have reached.

I had my VEG BEEHOON with bonus of CHAR KWAY TEOW. I only had two sip of my BABY's alcoholic drink. LOLA was great..the crowd was spontaneous. I had a great time..juz wait up for the pictures.

Saturday, 10 July 2004 1930hrs

Met my ANGEL and head down to town for dinner. Nothings up today coz we dont really have a plan. Managed to grab my slippers at Wisma but missed my postcards. We den head down to Boat Quay and chill at the usual Coffee Shop. Here, again, we came across a weird, crazy and freaky man. His old and his body is full of tattoes. I suspect dat he used to be a triad member. He was very fidgetive, energetic and rowdy. He keep asking the passerby to pick a fight with the people across the road. Funny but very scary. Juz be careful of this man..he mite juz go up to you and beat you up..haha..Its very ez to notice him. He will neva wear a t-shirt, always with his denim bermudas. Always rowdy, his bald and his body is full of tattos.

Sunday, 11 July 2004 1400hrs

Wen to Clark Quay with my ANGEL to find some new toys. We den head down to beach road for lunch and we managed to get ourselves some tops. Reached home around 5+, it was such a great weekend. Home Alone 3 will be showed at 1930hrs and shldnt be missed.

Monday, 12 July 2004 0830hrs

Its a great start today. Love the weather and missing my ANGEL. My GALFREN, Reina is back from her study trip to perth. Welcome back babe..sure miss ya. Have typed long enuf, tym to get back to work. Have a nice day frens..!!!

LOLA...LOLA...LOLA...LOLA!!!
Last nite, i had sleepless nite and WHY??? Well its all becoz im meeting my ANGEL tonite at 1930hrs at RAFFLES GOLDEN SHOE COFFEE SHOP...!!!!!!! Finally after 5 solid days (24-7) we have not met. Oh i miz ya...oh yeah, i miss him...im saying it again..YESSSS!!!!!I MISS MY ANGEL!!! *winks*

Im sure today's event gonna be a hyper, massive, thump thumping event thou it starts and end earlier den usual, we all will have a great tym der. I do find dat its kinda stoopid to do it at LOLA as the frequent crowd are dos matured, classy, bombastic adults, caucasion, biznes woman & man..you get wat i mean..?? Maybe dats one of the reason why it starts and ends early...

Im gonna have my VEGETARIAN BEEHOON tonite!!! yeah yeah!!!! I dont feel lyk getting drunk today...dont wish to have a sip of the yellowish liquid (not urine okay!!!)

TRIBUTE TO ALL!!!!!

Today is SHASHA'S BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHICA!!!! And thanks to Abg DEL for dropping by my blog...RDZ..i miss the WARONG behind CONCORD KL too!!! The MEE GORENG...simply FANTABULOUS...for the rest of the pepz dat visit my blog often...I LOVE YA PEPZ!!!! WIN..be patient, everything will be great for you & congrats on the passing of CLASS 3...ANGEL..Dont give face to dat CHINA BITCH!!! Hantam saje!!!

Wat a Weather...

Rite now, its raining cats and dogs out der. Everyone in the office are filling deir cups with hot drink, wif deir thick jackets, sweaters, shawls on..looks lyk walking zombies, half dead and sleepy.

The weather now is so perfect to snug into bed and get some beauty nap. I was kinda pissed few moments ago coz my pc keep giving me nonsensical problem. In my office, im considered as the lucky one coz i have a flat screen pc, big spacious place and no one will disturb me. I have my own privacy but at tyms it can be very boring.

Im knocking off soon. Finally its the end of the day....i cant wait for tomorrow as im going party after work at LOLA...have a wonderful day folks...bye bye!!!

Blog Melayu..

Asyik blog bahasa kacokan je..kite blog bahasa belacan plak lah eh..

Hari nie aku bosan sampai jadi giler...asyik main game je sambil2 melantak air milo panas..ofis aku nie mcm tempat simpan mayat sejuknye mengalahkan northpole...hahaha

Dua hari lepas yang aku kata aku tido nyenyak lah sgt tu, aku mimpi pasal skolah...betapa rindunye aku dgn zaman skolah...aku nie bukan tak leh blajar, bleh tapi aku nie nakal lah teramat sampai plajaran aku pun tercicir...hmm menyesal pun da tak gune kek..da abis...

Aku nie lagi stahun nak kahwin...prangai masih mcm nie jugak... bukan prangai je, bontot pun mcm tu jugak..(sape yg tau zaman skolah tau je lah eh!!!). Sblum aku kahwin eh...aku byk benda nak buat...masa da terhad nie. Aku nak naik tu apa bungy ride kat boat quay tu...aku nak lantak byk2 mknan dan air yang tak betul (haha..mcm betul je) kalau merokok tu..da kadam, habis, lesap...aku da berenti tau *jeling*

Aku rasakan..aku nak gi melangsingkan badan dan membesarkan buah dada...okay tak?? *kenyit* Jadi kalau aku pakai baju kahwin, smua sama rata...ada buah dada, ada bontot, pinggang ramping..okay tak...

Aku rasa aku da cukup berbual merepek...anyway aku nak gi KL..tak sabar siak nak gi bercuti....slamat ar membez..gua blah dulu...(amcm okay tak melayu aku?)

DenteD
Im so sleepy, damn bored and 100% dented.

Im bothered with so many things which im uncertain of the answers and results.

I carry a huge responsibility over my shoulder and i have to do my part and not procastinate.

Sometimes how i wish life is so simple. All we do is wake up, shower, eat, work, play and sleep. No problem to solve, no matter to worry, no people to tolerate, no bills to clear coz all we do is have fun and enjoy our earlyhood.

Joie De Vivre is wat i need. If life is full of amiable people wouldnt it be nice??

How i wish sometyms wen i wake up, i have amnesia..so i dont remember a single thing and i can start everything afresh..but well it wont happen coz it will neva be an overnite thingy..dis world is full of surprises and we humans are part of the surprise.

Calm..

Im feeling more calm, more relax...thanks to my wonderful beauty sleep yesterday.

It was really devastating yesterday, it was lyk my mind having a world of its own, not caring how i felt..but its over thank goodness!!!

Yesterday, I couldnt wait to reach home with hopes dat noting will screw up at home...maybe god heard my wishes. Wen i reach my doorstep, der he was, holding to the metal gate struggling to stand up, was my cute nephew..Yiddin. He made me smile for a moment...A wide smile....OMG!!! HE IS SOOOOOOOOOO CUUUUUTTTTTEEEEE!!!!!!!

Thanks to another series of FRIENDS, it manage to make me crack to laughter...dat was wat i really need. Oh ya...before dat i even manage to put on my CALMING MASK from nivea..and im totally feeling calm now.

Ders alot of work today...all the tedious, urgent things which need 100% attention and focused mind and im so glad dat im busy wen im so calmed...

Wats & Ifs
1. If you went out drinking & found yourself naked in somebody`s bed the next morning?

Then it muz be my ANGEL's bed other den dat..wont happen coz I only party with him duh..!!

2. If you found out that your boyfriend/girlfriend had another girlfriend/boyfriend or fling earlier in your relationship?

Well, so far he has been sincere but if it eva happen it will take along time to forgive and forget...

3. If you found out that you only have 13 hours left to live?

I'll watch the sun set, party and sleep with my beloved man.

4. If your ex wanted to get back with you but you already have someone new?

Sorry no turning back…once it ends..dats it..

5. If you were grounded for a month and your friends were throwing a killer party?

I'll sneak out of the house…anyway 100% I wont eva be grounded..haha

6. If your bestfriend or 1 of your closest friends tried to seduce you?

Frens will only remain frens…nothing as such will be entertained!!

7. If you accidentally killed someone (e.g. car accident, food poisoning, etc.)?

I'll hide for a while and den surrender..SINGAPORE IS SO CRIME FREE!!!

8. If your parents asked you to marry someone you didn't love?

It wont happen coz dis is not the 50s or 60s era…its so totally diff..if it happens..i'll elope..

9. If your boyfriend/girlfriend had a one-night-stand just recently?

I'll cut off his penis and let the hungry dogs and pigs eat…fry his testicles, smash it and let him eat…!!!

10. wad if one dae....e person u luv almost died?

Everyone will die, since its almost..i'll juz stay by his side..which everyone will do so..

11. wad if a dae cums, wen u haf to leave tis world, which last sentence will u sae n hu will u sae it to?

Ermm…im not sure wat I will say and to who…I will have something to say to all my impt ppl..

12. if u r lost in a jungle,hu would u lik to haf wif u?

My fiance...

13. if e person u luv will haf to migrate to australia n nv be able to cum back again,will u get him/her to stay,or let him/her go?

Its his choice, seriously…no point forcing someone rite??

14. when you saw ur bf kissin another boy/girl,what will ur reaction be???

Pissed…den I'll kiss someone else…revenge!!

15. if you have to choose between ur bf(hu will owaz hurt u) and a bf(hu nv hurt u b4).. hu will be ur decision??

I'll choose the person who loves me, coz the person I luv mite not luv me back…luvs hurt…ders no such thing as bf who don’t hurt..

16. your best friend,like the same girl/boy as you, what will you do?

Give way to my best fren…

17. ur best friend and ur bf wants to jump down from a building,who will you save first?

Both…both are important to me.

Bad Monday...

Today im having the worst start of the week...

Im having bad hair day, bad fashion day, bad face day, bad communication day....anything bad will remind you of me...

Hmm...spiderman 2 was great..action-packed and also humorous.

Thanks to my ANGEL, i managed to get a pair of ballerina shoes from far east. Thanks baby..

Yesterday had a mini birthday celebration for my nephew (1/7) and my youngest bro (4/7). Today is Haikal's Birthday (my angel youngest bro), Happy Birthday!!!

Im tired and sleepy at the same tym my mind is abit troubled. So i dont wish to be disturbed today coz i dont wish to say harsh things to ppl dat dont deserve it.

So have a good week frens...

HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE
Me:-

LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressingdown can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.

ANGEL:-

PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.

Hari nie aku nak blog dlm bahasa melayu...

Aku bingit giler lah siak dgn satu perempuan giler kat ofis aku... Orang da lah ada problem, sebagai satu kawan baik kat kerje, dia mesti lah kasi kata2 peransang ke, positif nie tak ADA DIA API2KAN LAGI!!! dia eh total palsu siak!!! aku dgn kwn aku ada prob dgn satu JANTAN MURAHAN kat keje aku nie...dia pun nak step ada prob dgn JANTAN Nie...alamak aku tak faham ar die nie!!! aku tak kasi muka ar...pergi mampus..kau nak nangis ke..nak bunuh diri ke, tu kau punye pasal!!!!

Meletup kejap aku...mencurah2 darah kluar dari kepala...last2 ambik time off...baru dia tau..aku diam2 nak pijak kepala plak...
kalau dia bayar $$$ fitrah aku takpe jugak...ishk tak faham betul ar...!!

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!!!
Today morning...sms betwen me and ANGEL

WiD: Dr..today mark our first year of knowing ea other...Happy Frenship Day!!

ANGEL:Yups..I neva regret knowing u dr, hapi frenship day ;)

DAT WAS A WAKE UP CALL BABE!!!! After dat msg, i couldnt close my eyes..i was smiling and grinning all to myself..Who Cares Wat Dey Think Of Me At Tat Period Of Time!!!!

Today is our 1st Year Anniversary Of KNOWING EACH OTHER!!! as a fren i mean...oh im in cloud 9, 10, 11, 12 and so on!! okay im abit exaggerating...but im happy.. (",)

Tomorrow me and ANGEL have so many places to go, here it goes:-

1st stop - RH Bridal to make payments
2nd stop - Beach Road for Dinner and some nice tees i hope..
3rd stop - Ah Boy Motor shop...guys with bike stopover..
4th stop - Far East i guess to look for my ballerina shoes
5th stop - GREAT WORLD CITY for midnite show..SPIDERMAN 2!!!
6th stop - Zouk I guess...or drinking session or errmmm...

Okay tym for me to get back to work...blog later

Madmonk Nite
It was simply awesome....fantabulous...massive....flabergasting...BRAVO!!!


Drum & Base At Madmonk on 26/06/04

Yesterday, finally after a long tym, i was out with my best of the best gfs. Gosh i missed dem alot!!! Nor - her hair getting longer but mine dont seem to grow..hmm

Ah-fat (Sharifah) - getting cuter and skinnier...not slim!!! SKINNY!!!

We had dinner and hangout at Far East. So many things to catch up among ourselves till ah fat forget dat she's working nite shift..hahaha

I miss hanging out with dem at COFFEE BEAN, miss playing POOL with dem a & not forgetting CLUB wif dem...*sniffs*

Mentioning Coffee Bean...i miss the CAESAR SALAD & PURE CHOCOLATE ICE BLENDED...!!!Oh ya...i got craving for AL-FUNGHI PASTA FROM PASTAMANIA, CHEESECAKE FROM HILTON HOTEL, SOUP TULANG FROM BEACH ROAD, LOR MEE FROM BUGIS COFFEESHOP AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST HAINANESE CHICKEN RICE FROM REX!!!!! *drools*

Who's the kind-hearted soul to treat me all the food i've mentioned???? Anyone???