So KinkY
Im feeling kinky, horny, bitchy and sluty todae..

If u guys think i had wet dreams ytd..NOPE!!!! UR WRONG..

I juz miss my ANGEL too much..miss the moments wen we spent our tym together..joking and laughing our arse away. He's around but busy with work. Nevermind..the upcoming trip will compensate all the tym he owes me...hahaha

By the way..today is one of my chica's birtday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!

MINE COMING SOON but den it will be a boring day coz I GOT TO WORK!!!

Geek?? NoT Me!!!
Okay dis may be surprising..i dyed my hair black last nite. Its not becoz im stress or tensed up dat i did dat..Hell No!!!

Well at first i thot i will look lyk a geek but den too bad im juz too classy for dat..haha *winks*

Wanna puke?? Go ahead pepz..im way too classy, natural and i cant defy dat..its juz me...

It me and my new hair colour...black..its not spastic, im natural and too classy..i mite juz change myself to dos classy bimbos..haha
Dream on wid...

10 to 1
Somehow or rather..it helped me to release my tension mind...


10 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS( Not Ranked!)

1] Sharifah
2] Nor
3] Yan
4] Lin
5] Zaid
6] Yaz
7] Raudz
8] Nani
9] ESPL Gals
10] Chin

9 THINGS THAT U REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW

1] Nokia Hp 3660
2] Digital Camera Exilim XS-30
3] Wallet
4] Ballerina Shoes
5] Holiday
6] New hand bag
7] Few Tops
8] Few Skirts & Pants
9] Pizza and Pastas

8 IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR BAG

1] Handphone
2] Wallet
3] Card Keys
4] Keys
5] Oil Blotter
6] Comb
7] Tissue
8] Mini netted pouch

7 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM

1] Bed
2] Tv
3] VCD Player
4] Giant Size Cookie Monster
5] Dressing Table
6] Photo Frames
7] Barbie Doll

6 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES

1] Ju-on
2] Hellboy
3] Brother Bear
4] Lord of the ring (trilogy)
5] Something about Mary
6] Wedding Planner

5 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD

1] Hainanese Chix Rice
2] Pasta
3] Sushi
4] Fishball Noodle
5] Vegetarian Beehoon

4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRINK TODAY

1] Popiah
2] HL Chocolate Milk
3] Soyabean Milk
4] Curry Puff

3 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT

1] My Handphone
2] My Fiance
3] Money…im being realistic

2 THINGS YOU USUALLY READ(not ranked)

1] Streats
2] Emails

1 PERSON YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT(not ranked)

1] Mohd Fazly

No, i Juz CaNt....
26th June 2004, Saturday

It was a fantabulous Drum and Bass gig. A different lined up today, it was juz marvellous. The party-goers were damn supporting. They rawks the house down!!! Wait the pictures folks!! *YAWN*..tym for bed..


27th June 2004, Sunday

It was tym to rise and shine..but i juz wouldnt want to budge from my bed, I dont wanna open my eyes. I dont want to face another day..a day which will be full of confusion and uncertainties..my mind is so perturbed. I dont have the answers to my questions. All i do was think, think and think the things over. I cant run from reality..okay Wid, Juz wake up...

28th June 2004, Monday

Im still awake..my eyes wouldnt shut, my mind wouldnt stop thinking. I keep tossing and turning in bed while my tears roll out from my closed eyes..Wats so bothering??

All i wanna do was to make people happy. Im implementing things which i hope others will be happy. This will hurt but who cares rite?? I dont care...!! So what if im not happy?? People dont care, people dont love me sincerely..dey dont!! Dey are so pretentious..hypocrite world i may say..I dont want to be like dem, I wan to be the way i am..i dont want to change the fact dat i care...i love..i cherish but den people still get it wrong. Wateva i do, it was neva good enuf..wateva i do..i will neva succeed..nothing was ever positive about me, it was always the negative signs..nothing about me can be complimented. None at all...no praises, all was juz comments, complains..*snif*

I failed..im not a good person..no matter how hard i tried, i will neva be as good as dey wan be to be..i can neva meet deir standards. I'll neva be wateva dey wan me to be..i dont even remember who i am anymore...i've lost!!! Major lost!!

Shld i give up?? Shld i hold on?? Im so confused...i juz wanna make people happy but i failed. My love will neva fade but people's love will...either way i still lose out..

Sorry people..i've tried my very best but i will neva be good enuf..im juz a bad person..a person who dont deserve anything...

I wanna run away..far far away from dis life of mine...im tired..very tired...im sad dat i have lost.. *snif*

Yeah Tats Me!!
What's your worst habit?

::.. Complaining im FAT..

What's the most ridiculous thing you've bought recently?

::.. Don’t think I did..

What keeps you awake at night?

::.. If ders drum and bass..i'll be grooving all nite long baby!!!

What's the best piece of advice you've ever received?

::.. Don’t hold on to the past, appreciate the present and hope for the best future, neva to give up on life...
Who was the last person you SMS?

::.. My Fiance..
Who is the hottest actor/actress at the moment?

::.. Not sure..not really into dis..

If you could have 100 of anything, what would it be?

::.. Wishes and chances

Who do you love?

::.. All the Important People In My Life!!!

What's the best song to hear while speeding in a car?

::.. Drum & bass


Who is the person you really wanna punch?

::.. My Biggest Enemy..haha

If you could bring someone back to life,who would it be?

::.. My Beloved Grandma..*sniffs*

Which 'Friends' character you are close to?

::.. Rachel!!!!

What song do you wanna play on your wedding day?

::.. Neva tot of any..maybe Mariah Carey & Busta Rhymes

Britney Spears,Christina Aguilera or Jessica Simpson?

::.. None actually..but if have to, it wld be Christina

What dreams do you still have to fullfil?

::.. Be successful and a loving mummy and wifey

What is the worst decision you've ever made?

::.. Not continuing my studies to poly..*sighz*

If you could be a secret agent or a

::.. Wonder Women..hahaha!!!

When is your best year and why?

::.. 2004..coz I got engaged and settling down..finally!!!

A perfect moment is?

::.. A getaway with beloved ones or frens, by the beach, under the moonlight or somewhere groovy dat keeps the party alive

Smirky...


1. Your name spelled backwards?

» Anaiddiwron Etb Dhom Mitay (dis is tuff!!)
2. Where were your parents born?

» Somalia..duh..Singapore lah
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?

» Latest version of Media player
4. Last time you swam in a pool?

» Err..years back ar..
5. Have you ever been in a school play?

» Yups..in primary school..
6. How many kids do you want?

» 2 wIwId JuNiOr & 2 fAzLy JuNioR..hahaha
7. Type of music you dislike most?

» TechnOs..
8. Are you registered to vote?

» Yups..of coz..
9. Do you have cable?

» wat cable?? Cable vision?
10. Have you ever ridden on a mop?

» haha..harry potter!!!
11. Ever prank call anybody?

» will u believe if I say no??
12. Ever get a parking ticket?

» yups in my dream..
13. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?

» Y not?? Its challenging and interesting..cool...
14. Farthest place you ever travelled?

» Kuala Lumpur..

15. Do you have a garden?

» Polly Pocket garden..
16. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?

» I'll kill myself if I don’t know..sang it for the past 14 years in school
17. Best movie you've seen in the past month?

» Hellboy..pretty long huh..
18. Chips or popcorn?

» ChIps~! Lays sour & cream flava..!!
19. What color lipstick do you usually wear?

» I don’t wear any..but if a choice..nude or brown
20. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?

» nah..not my cup of lipton tea...
21. Orange Juice or apple?

» Both babe
22. When and who was the last person u went out with?

» mY lOvEy DoVeY Fi@nCe
23. Favorite type chocolate bar?

» Anything dat has caramel nougat or fruits and nuts
24. When was the last time you voted at the polls?

» neva eva voted...
25. Have you ever won a trophy?

» YuP yUp..
26. Are you a good cook?

» Do you Want To Try??
27. Ever order an article from an infomercial?

» Nahz...
28. Sprite or 7-up?

» Both can..
29. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?

» hmm..yups eva b4...
30. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?

» PantyLiner, Shampoo, Conditioner, Pads..women stuff..1 2 know more??
31. Ever thrown up in public?

» hahahahahahahah..wat a qstn.. *winks*
32. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?

» nOthIng BeaTs TrUe LoVe!!!!
33. Do you believe in love at first sight?

» Yups..y not
34. Can exs be friends?

» caN but It DePenDs oN thE SitUatIon...
35. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?

» mY MaiDen MoM
36. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby?

» Seriously..Nope..hair start to grow only in pri 1..no joke!!

37. What was the name of your first pet?

» Nonis
38. What is in your room?

» A NakEd Man Which I torture every nite before I go to bed..*grins*
39. Favorite thing to do before bedtime?

» Wish My Fiance Good Nite..

40. Who/What are you grateful for making you becoming what you are today?

» Every Single Person Dat Exist & Eva Exist In My Life!!!

Stressful i would say...

Im tired of thinking...spent the day away by cracking my brain on how to solve the problem dat my pc giving me...

try dis in one breathe..helps to clear of the stress

I HATE MY FUCKING PC FOR SCREWING UP MY BEAUTIFUL DAY FOR WHICH I CAN ACTUALLY SLACK IN MY COMFY CHAIR AND PLAY GAMES NOT FORGETTING LISTEN TO GREAT MUSIC TAT KEEPS ME GROOVING...

Ok folks...tym to knock my brain off the tree..

Tell Me Why...???
It was a long journey home ytd. Bored and tired, i was really looking forward to meet my ANGEL. Dad sms saying der will be no dinner. Hmm..nevermind....*sighz*

Walking home was fine but it turns horrific wen i reach the lift lobby. Trust me, it was the most horrifying, freaky moment of my life!!!

I saw alot of small black, still thing on the floor. Never did i expect it to be cockroaches...dozens and dozens(okay im exaggerating..phobia sia) of dem on the floor dead!!!! It was horrible...the whole lobby was infested wif dead cockroaches...The scene is lyk as if the cockroaches have gone to war....lyk Al-Qaeda vs BUSH...yeah serious...the same..*winks*

I had to tiptoe my way to the lift...it was very gross..i had goosebumps and it juz send chills to my spine..urrgh!!!!!!!!!!

At nite, around 2030hrs, i met my ANGEL. Again i had to tiptoe my way from the lift till out of the lobby..damn it was gruesome..

The first thing dat came to my mind was.."DAMN!! I HAVE TO GO TRU DIS AGAIN LATER!!"

I was so happy to meet my ANGEL. The cockroach story was the first thing he has to listen to..hahaha..sorry dear..

We chilled out at our usual spot and you know wat??? The cockroaches incident doesnt end at my void deck...it goes on and on...

We were sitting beside the tallest tree in dat area..guess wat..the whole tree trunk was full of COCKROACHES...AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not only the tree but the grass too...i FREAKED OUT!!! So my lovely ANGEL suggested we sit by the roadside and we did...*sighz* SORRY BABY..I guess i turn you off...

I popped dis qstn to my ANGEL but his answer are not so convincing..maybe some people out der can help..

How Cockroaches have deir existence in dis world??

Lyk us we started from Adam and Eve or to be more complex..our parents had some internal exercise and have us. Dont tell me der is an Adam & Eve Cockroach version??? or dey had internal exercise too..well dats logic but it still dont explain how the first cockroach come to life...Adam & Eve Cockroaches?? so confused..and ya, how come dey are BLACK??
Do dey have a version of the Crow and the Peacock?? If so dey muz be the Cockroach and the Cameleon (if i spell it rite)...hahaha

Do any intelligent, smart, intellectual ppl have the answer to my qstns???

I'm A Leo Babe...

Birth stone
Star onyx.

You like?
Bold colours, big laughs, being the centre of attention.

You dislike?
Boring nights in, being told off and being ignored in the street.

You're best at?
Showing off ur best side at parties and on stage, motivating people when they're fed up and being the first one to volunteer for a dangerous mission.

Deep down?
U need to be noticed for all the good stuff u do. Helpful but haughty, u will do anything for those u love, as long as they shower u with affection and thanks.

Your career?
Film director, architect, photographer or sports administrator

Fashion..
You like fashion, but like to mix stuff you already own with new items. This can set you apart from the crowd and that's fine by you - even if people do stare sometimes. You adore all that glitters - from lurex to lame. You can be conservative when you need to be but ideally you like to look a bit flashy.

As a mate?
U are the natural leader of the pack. Friends flock around to soak up ur energy like moths to a flame. Watch that big head though ?nobody likes an egomaniac. Display ur generous side and remember that pride comes before a fall.

As a girlfriend?
Bright, bold and bodacious, u turn heads wherever u go. No shrinking violet, u are passionate and faithful in love, but expect ur honey to worship at ur feet. U crave attention and may sulk for days if u don't get it!

If your boo a Leo..
Watch out world this one's hot. Vain and confident, he'll sweep u off ur feet and make u feel like a princess. Tell him how precious he is and he'll purr like a well-fed tabby. Forget to tell him and he'll start clawing the furniture in a fury. A Leo boy believes he is king of the beasts.

Celebrity Leos
Jennifer Lopez (24/7/70), Matt Le Blanc (25/7/67), Kate Beckinsale (26/7/74), Sandra Bullock (26/7/64), Kevin Spacey (26/7/59), Lisa Kudrow (30/7/63), Fatboy Slim (31/7/63), Geri Halliwell (6/8/72), Barbara Windsor - Peggy in EastEnders (6/8/37), Melanie Griffith (9/8/57), Whitney Houston (9/8/63), Antonio Banderas (10/8/60), Halle Berry (14/8/68), Ben Affleck (15/8/72), Madonna (16/8/58), Matthew Perry (19/8/69).


Well...im dat..(",)

.:Sumptious Lunchie:.


I had the most heaviest, sumptious, sinnest lunchie today...Departmental Lunch, now i need toothpicks to lift up my sexy eyelids.

Weekend was fantabulous eventhough its boring, abit fickle huh...

I had a lovely tym with my ANGEL IN DISGUISE bbbbuuuuutttttttttttttt.....it was boring coz we had no where to go..Why do singapore have such limited place for entertainment??

Drop by HRC for some chilling musiq with my ANGEL & my all tym favourite galfren which i have not met for half a year...Oh i juz miss you gal..!!!!
She's gettin sweeter and cuter...with her childish ways of seeing things, she juz makes me laugh from the moment i see her...well my ANGEL was kinda entertained by her too...

Well, i kinda make a small mistake at home...so far the engine of ranting vehicle have not started. Pay is in but im already broke..dont ask me wat i've done wif it. SINGAPORE NOT CHEAP BABE!!!!

On the way to work today, i saw a nerdy-geeko man and i couldnt understand why is it always the nerdy-geeko dat seems to be the RUNAWAYS OF WOODBRIDGE..Dis guy was singing & for goodness sake, it wasnt to himself!! He was singing it aloud while chasing after time to catch the upcoming train.

Pity dat man...i guess dis WORLD must be a total disaster for him..Gosh it muz have been hard but who cares...??????

Okay wanna know the list of food i had for lunch today??
Here it goes >>>>>>>

1245 ::::::..... Reached Holiday Inn Park View
1255 ::::::..... Start our lunchie(buffet)..okay ladies first *winks*
1300 ::::::..... Came back with a plate of ---->
A portion of mushroom glutinous rice
A portion of macaroni cheese (FucK CarE About Fats!!!)
A portion of Black Pepper Beef
A portion of Kailan Cooked in Oyster sauce..yummy(Still healthy..hehe)
A piece of Sweet and Sour Prawn..High cholestrol babe..not too much
A portion of seafood platter
A plate of Local Rojak
A plate of Chicken Kebab Filling..
1345 ::::::..... Puttering around the Buffet area...
1350 ::::::..... Came back with a small palate of char kway teow...TWO THUMBS UP!!! + A slice of duck cooked in masalah(dis dish sucks!!)+ seafood platter
1400 ::::::..... Relaxing...at dis point i was so bloated but again i went over to putter around the buffet area and came back wif a plate of cheesecake trust me...it can neva beat the enticing taste of hilton hotel Cheesycake..
1415 :::::...... Finally i had some fruits and not forgetting two scoopy scoop of ice cream...

Damn it was filling..keep coming back with dollops of food. At tat point of tym..who cares about fat?? yeah babe i did not puke it out...dats great...

Sad couldnt join?? Too bad, im juz plain lucky!!!

Tired...I need a Break...
Im extremely tired today...my head is having drum and base party.. with the deafening sound and the wild peps stamping deir feets on the surface of my brain..its killing me BABY...

I managed to lure myself away from work for a moment, juz to update dis precious blogger of mine...

As usual, trident gave me problem again..dis tym round, its the invoices...oh i hope dey fail deir auditing, i wish someone will put a huge complain on dem...yeah im bragging...but i need it..

Okay need to catch up with my work...have a good weekend babes...

Cant say good friday coz its extremely sucks!!!!

CaN'T HelP It...
I was super duper busy with work...it was hectic..my god!!

Rushing with time to get my GM's visa to india and my Capt's visa to vietnam..damn it looks easy no doubt but i was wrong...

Couldnt carry myself out of bed, i was late for work. Again, i have to face a group of unreasonable commuters along the way to work, but i juz cant be bothered.

Yesterday nite, was another enjoyable moment with my ANGEL IN DISGUISE...He is always full of craps and jokes dat can make my jaw locked and my arse burned off..haha

Oh Baby...i juz cant get enuf of u...YOU ARE JUZ SOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
I cant forget ur stupid, spontaneous actions...it's juz ur intriguing personality dat keeps me grinning, laughing and wacky dear...BRAVO!!! KEEP IT UP!!!

it was such a reminiscent moment to be with my BABY....*winks*

LOVE YOU BABY...
Me & Baby....

Joke Of The Day...EnJoY!!!
Today im feeling great...extremely great!!!! Im meeting my ANGEL IN DISGUSE tonite...I've been missing him badly

Met him on Monday nite to chill out at our usual place...he told me the most funny joke i would never ever ever forget..he made me laugh my arse away....*grin*

Let me share...(try to get it if you guys dont)

Conversation(over the phone) between LINGGAM (his colleague) and a Lady:

Linggam: Hello Good Morning, Im Linggam Calling From Sin Peng, Can i Speak to Mr Peter?

Lady:(assumed reply) Im Sorry But Mr Peter Is Not In For The Moment.

Linggam: It's Okay, Can You Get Him To Call Me? Im Linggam From Sin Peng.

Lady:(assumed reply) Sorry, Can You Spell Your Name Please?

Linggam:(the joke starts here) My name is Linggam, YEL (which is suppose to be L) I..N..G..G..A..M.

Lady:(assumed reply) Sorry, again..

Linggam: YEL...I..N..G..G..A..M..

Lady:(assumed reply) Again??

Linggam: YEL...YEL...I..N..G..G..A..M.

Lady:(assumed reply) Sorry Again?

Linggam:(gave up)Nevermind, You Get Him To Call Sin Peng...

Hahahahaha...get it guys??get it??


ChILL iT OuT BaBeS
Posted by Hello

Juz Me...
Hi Dear....

Happy 11th Anniversary...im still loving and missing u...

I dont have my handphone with me now...its with my baby...

My Angel In Disguise feeling down and i hate myself coz i couldnt make him smile...*sob sob*

Oh baby...i will mitigate the situation so dat everything will return to normal aite?? Our days will SUBLIME...i agree its enigmatic but dat dont matter...

Anyway...on the way to work, i saw dis couple...dey are damn fucking weird..!!!!
The Wife looks so damn FUCKING fierce...much more fierce den a dragon...and the husband looks lyk a disorientated, disorganised man...

The weird part is dis....

1st >>>>>>>> Wife knocked into me...look at me and wipe her arm with tissue...
DAMMIT!!!!!!!! i feel lyk telling her in the face...YOU TINK I HAVE SARS???
2nd >>>>>>>> The husband...close his unseen eyes and humming & mumbling..so damn freaky
i couldnt tell wat his humming & mumbling...OH NO!!!!!! He mite be chanting
something...Gosh!!! im charmed!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha...if you see me stoning at
my seat today...you know why...

Morning seem to be fine till the DHL guy came...(sound lyk CABLE GUY!!!! haha) with 20 documents...damn him...now my station is full of mail...

I having my SPRITE ICE now, i know you guys muz be saying im mad..but wat to do..i am mad..haha(morning exercise for the jaw)..and my kitty dont seem to be interested in me today...and my little bunny seem to be stone...muz have gone drinking over the weekend huh bunny???

Here's another surprise...The two drawer dat was filled with mineral water last friday, is EMPTY!!!!!!!!!!!! i guess the mice, ants, lizards and cockroaches (urgh!!) had a big fiesta over the weekend...

Okay i guess its long enuf huh brat?...(u requested for it)...and raudz...i miss u too babe...guess time has got over us...

My Chicas in the Office...lets slack our day away...

Lastly...My Angel In Disguise...I HOPELESSLY, HELPLESSLY, MADLY, CRAZILY, PREPONDEROUSLY, VASTLY IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!! Im serious okay...not joking...*winks*

Almost Doesnt Count....
Im feeling down...i guess im not a PRINCESS after all...

Okay here's a song...

ALMOST MADE YA LUV ME
ALMOST MADE YA CRY
ALMOST MADE YA HAPPY, BABE
DIDNT I, DIDNT I...
YOU ALMOST HAD ME THINKIN'
YOU WERE TURNED AROUND
BUT EVERYBODY KNOWS
ALMOST DOESNT COUNT...

ALMOST HEARD YA SAYIN'
YOU WERE FINALLY FREE
WAT WAS ALWAYS MISSIN' FOR YA, BABE
YOU FOUND IT IN ME
BUT YOU CANT GET TO HEAVEN
HALF OFF THE GROUND
EVERYBODY KNOWS
ALMOST DOESNT COUNT...

Manage to guess how im feeling???

Goodbye friday...*sighz*

Bad....to ....Good...
Finally, i have met my ANGEL IN DISGUISE...I missed him so much and im so glad to see him ytd...The first thing i felt lyk doing wen i see him, i feel lyk hugging him so tite dat his bones crushed and keep kissing him till his face got holes....ya but i didnt...im not a violent woman...hahaha okay lame i know...

I muz have been so tired dat i woke up late to work...thanks to my dream, if not for it..i wouldnt wake up dat very moment and realize im late...hehehe

I manage to catch a train which i am sure i will reach office at 0830hrs but den fate was not so kind to me today, the train faced some tech faults and terminates the journey 5 stations away from my home...damn time check >>>>it was oredi 0800hrs..dammit!!! 100% sure im gonna be damn late.....

0835hrs i reached office juz to find tat sulking face sitting at my station...ok wateva bitch...i dont give a FUCK!!!! Got a message from my BABY dat his day sucks too....dat CHINA BITCH pushing him around again.....SHE NEEDS TO BE SCREW BOY!!!Oh BABY....be patient okay...i'll skin her for u aite???

Occasionally, my day got better...with my gorgeous chicas in the office....we are still suaning(yups its singlish i know) one of my best chica around..haha cant tahan her....

My station in a mess....too many unwanted stuffs...okay blog later...guess my inbox flooding with my chicas email....

Damn IT!!
Tot today will be great, peaceful but NO!!!!!! Im having my most *beloved* cramps now...and guess wat??? i have to wrap the FAMILY DAY DOOR GIFTS!!!

Its lyk 2 days away and she gave it to me WEN?? juz now at 1630hrs...i have only wrapped 8..dammit!!! I have other work to do oso....do u know dat...???!!!!

My BABY is toooooo bz to entertain me...*sighz* i understand dear....

Dis ppl are damn irritating and lyk what we singaporean say it, *cheap skate* if i say it rite..

Family day, giving the same souvenir as wat we gave last year during the DND...dats one, another one is..cldnt even buy the mineral water...taking from office stock and i have to replenish it again..dammit...

Lastly, dey couldnt even fork out the $$$$$ to buy the items for first aid kit...
Dis *bitch* called me to actually ask for the one we had bought for the SPORTS DAY...
duh...accidents bound to happen in the office...u dumb arse!!!

I beginning to hate dis BASTARD...i hate it wen he starts to boast around, jibe at ppl, hypocrites...snake with two head....HATE DIS BASTARD!!!!!

I DONT WISH TO CURSE...BUT AS THE SAYING GOES..WAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND..!!!

BABY I LURVE U SOOOOOOOOO MUCH.....GOSH I MISS U SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH DEAR!!!!

ThursDay MorNinG...
I had the BEST sleep ytd...thanks to my irritating MIGRAINE, i went to bed around 9+pm..

Got home, had my dinner, showered and changed to my PJ, jumped into bed and snug myself under the comforter...

Yah...didnt meet my ANGEL IN DISGUISE ytd, eventhou we are suppose to...
SCREW HIS WORKPLACE!!!!! Pity my baby, have to stay late...extremely late, i mean...!!

Btw today, the day starts off very fine and i hope it remain dis way throughout my slacking hours here...

IM MISSING MY BABY....hmm

And It Goes Lyk DIS!!!!
Today..my mood is lyk dis song....

Lets twist lick dunk....
Lyk we Did Last Summer....
YEAH!!!!!
Lets twist Lick Dunk....
Lyk we Did Last Year....
Lets twist Lick Dunk...
Twisting time is here....

Get Wat I meant??? hahaha


Twist It.....YEAH!!!
Posted by Hello

ToDaY i'Ve BeCoMe aN EaRnEst WoMaN
Hei baby....

How's ur day...?? Wanna know mine??

It SUCKSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...i was not able to get a drink till lunch tym...
Ya tell me about it...i was dehydrated for 1/2 a day..

I'm totally incensed today...there were so many flight booking..many as in the sense of alot, preponderance...

I guess its true about being the boss but dumb and stupid...hmm
It take dem ages to make up deir mind...keep mulling over the decision making.....
If its so diff to make up deir mind..y not let me go over..haha

Well, some of dem giving me the leery look...some dont even dare to talk to me...
Juz have to put on the tacit look...well its fizzling now..

Baby...how can dey bully such a sweet, bubbly, loving chica???

Okay im gonna slack the day away, still with my tacit expression...haha

I MISS U BABY!!!! MUACKS!!! MUACKS!!!!

Counting Down Again...
Wat did i do today??

1st >>>>> I came in late...only 5 mins...duh!!
2nd >>>>> clear my mails, wen to the pantry...
3rd >>>>> update my blog
4th >>>>> dis is interesting...slack at my station..hmm
5th >>>>> still slacking in my seat....
6th >>>>> wen out for lunch...hei i had my passport picture taken.....
look lyk juz graduate from kindergarten...hahahaha (ok not funny...
im entertaining myself...)
7th till now....im still slacking....

Im damn tired and sleepy and hungry...fatigue!!!

I MISS MY ANGEL IN DISGUISE!!!!!! i know he missing me too...

time check....... OMG!!! not even 1700hrs!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM DYING!!!!!!!!

Okay i'll go and drink my redbull!!!! i've used up my energy over the weekend.. (",) oh ya..i have not placed the QUOTE of the DAY..

"First you forget names, then you forget faces. Next you forget to pull your zipper up and finally, you forget to pull it down."

George Burns.

MONDAY
Im TIRED AND SLEEPY....THANKS TO THE WEATHER..I WAS LATE FOR WORK!!!!


Monday Blues
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WeeKenDs...
Well, im stil busy now..damn!!!

Going off still at 1730hrs...now time check >>>>>>> 1710hrs

Cant wait to go home...i want to meet my sugar honey bunny baby...

Nothing special today...except der are too many calls and too many indian visitors..

Nope i have not change my skin colour or smell or accent...

ciaoz ruckerz...!!!

Me..Vulnerable??
Friday...people are suppose to be in high spirit coz wont be working tomorrow, but im so down to earth. Im very moody, depressed.

Didnt even get a morning message from my "Angel In Disguise", wonder if he still remembers me. I read dis email sent by a fren, about birthdates and guess wat?? My characteristics are sensitive, fragile, vulnerable??

I agree at tyms im sensitive but vulnerable??...dont seem to fit in..

I feel lyk something amiss..im so perturbed. Everything dont seem to be in place.
The radio died off wen its playing my favourite song...no one seem to share my happiness of getting back in school..

Past few days, i have been feeling very lonely...very very lonely...seems lyk things going back to the past...so upsetting.

Quote of the Day:

To Handle Yourself, Use Your Head...
To Handle Others, Use Your Heart...

By Eleanor Roosevelt


I MISS HIM!!!
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ClOuD 9..hmm..ClOuD 10
Guess what...im in!!!! im accepted...so damn happy boy!!!!!!!!!

I'm Accepted By PSB Academy...they called me up about 5mins ago in my office...
Now im in my Cloud 10..haha

Think again..i will be busy with projects and studies...BOOKS, BOOKS and BOOKS!!!

Books + Projects + Assignments = Stress!!!

I hope my BABY will be der for me wen im stressed....!!!

Stress = Drinking sessions...

Great dis KL trip is 4 me to ENJOY my Life Away...

Okay back to work.....invoice piling up...

Im zest up with dis study thingy.... (",)


STUDIES HERE I COME!!!
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Thank Goodness Its Thursday...
Well nothing new today, still slacking in my workstation. Reading papers which dont contain anything interesting...

Yesterday was okay. Woke up at 10+am which is surprising..haha, slack in bed, watch cartoon...carebears and scooby doo(ya quite lame, i know)

Did some cooking and met my "Angel In Disguise" at around 2pm..Guess wher we go??

CEMETERY...did some visiting, den we had dinner and slack at his place...!!!

It was fun though..eating and laughing my ass away with the blunt jokes and so on..but den the day didnt end well as expected..

Hmm...im in my PMS, Grouchy mode now..so back off!!!

Lets Hope the day will pass fast..cant wait to go off duty...

Quote of the Day:

Age Is An Issue Of Mind Over Matter, If You Don't Mind...It Doesn'T Matter.

By Mark Twain

I'M NOT IN THE MOOD!!! BACK OFF!!!
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HOLIDAY!!!
Oh great juz about to leave dis freezing office, i got an important thing to do...!!!!

Okay look on the bright side..eventhough its dark..(okay wateva..), TOMORROW HOLIDAY!!!

NO WORK...NO WORK!!!! oh btw i had my appraisal done juz now...pretty impressive...

time now is 1725hrs...

LETS COUNTDOWN.......as of 5 mins...

Happy holiday!!!

AnoTher BorinG DaY
Good morning my dear....

Find it so hard to sleep yesterday..again lyk ytd, i almost woke up late.

Well wat should i do today?? Oh damn need to order coffee beans for the stupid coffee maker and OMG!! my workstation lyk a pig sty..

Great shall do all dis today..hei tomorrow a holiday!!!! WOOHOO!!!

Anyway i've submitted my application for my dip. now counting down the 8 days of waiting..lets hope i get thru...

Okay gtg..goin pantry update again later..

Quote of the Day:

"He who laughs at himself shall never run out of things to laugh at."
Source Unknown

Spring Cleaning..(",)
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